WITH LOVE,ATIN.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

hello readers out dere!

i just came bckk from skul n i swear i was damn freakiing tired n sleepyy. maybe bcoz of fasting monthh, dat y i gort easilyy tired n sleepyy. at last! myy BEG projects had been done. so, i will nort be worrying about it anymore. if nort, it will be fuckiing stressed up. yest, mie n ayeen do our projects together thru fone n msn. haha. de bothh of us lyke kanchong sakk. case abes lincah2. nearlyy 11 plus, we finishh up everitinkk. phewww! we sent our projects thru email n its damn lecehh mannn. at ferst, cannot sent. den, tryy again n agaiin. atlast, blehh seyy. alhamdulilahh. i also had done myy SOT lesson. finishh it up alreadyy. suke seyy! todayy, dat FOO in a happyy2 mood. she did nort scold mie for no reason anymore. kali nie jerkk, ako puji dier. haha. tommorow, POA common test. shall do it properlyy. tonite must studyy. if nort, bsokk kelam kabut seyy. insyallahh, i can do it yahh. i wanna pass all myy course n graduate. *smile* made myy parents proud of mie. hee.

myy birthdayy will be comiing soon. next week. 25thh sept. actually, im nort looking forward for it. i know it will be myy special dayy. but dat special dayy, had manyy memories dat made mie sad n down. he wanna celebrate myy birthdayy wif hyme but now, everitinkk wrecked up. its all over. we are lyke enemies rite now. he did nort sms or kol mie lyke he used to in de past. im tryiing to avoid hyme but i can't he's face is always in myy mind n infront of mie. i have to do dis. situation made mie lyke dis. i hate hyme 4 wat he had done to mie n he hate mie 4 wat i had done to hyme. i had to do dat to made hyme realized how big myy love for hyme. but till now, he don't understand. he tinkks im a gerl who gort no feeling. haixx. myy feelings are nort in a rite situation. let's get bckk to myy birthdayy things, myy birthdayy is on a fasting mthh. cannot celebrate arhh. but maybe i will be celebrating wif myy darls, nana. conferm gerekk kan kan. i will tryy to make it okayy. (:

i wanna go alekk kampong! i miss kampong environment n everitinkk. miss myy cuzzins too. suchh a long tyme did nort meet dem as i was bz wif skul n everitinkk. im sure dis year, i will be raye at kampong agaiin! it shall be alot of fun. i love kampong environment, suchh a peaceful. i wanna go dere to relaxx myy mind dat is nort in a rite situation. btw can i go jakarta agaiin? i miss de situation at dere too. dis year, must be a long holidayy for mie. i don't care. i wanna get a long holidayy. *grins*

atin oh atin.