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Thursday, September 11, 2008
hello readers out dere!
im now at home. nort goiing to skul. due to lazyy. haha. ida called mie up. she sayy dat deyy will be doiing BPF projects n HOUGANG. later, i will conferm wif her bckk. todayy, i shall finishh up myy BEG projects. mati2 pon, kener abes seyy nie hari jgakk. haha. at night gitukk, continue bckk wif myy projects.
i still do nort know who de hell is dat guyy. im confused arhh. wat does he want from mie n everitinkk. he gort prob? myy feeling is nort rite. maybe he's seekiing help from mie. i do nort know. just a wild guess. just imagine, he kol mie up at 5.am in de morniing when everione is asleep. haixx. i hope one dayy, i will know who is he n everitinkk. just hope soo. i still could nort 4get about dat dreamt. dere must be a reason in it. im nort sure wat is it. aiyoo. i do nort know if i shld 4give hyme or nort. myy heart bleed alot but still, im strong enoughh to go thru all diz alone. dayy byy dayy, i felt guiltyy in everitinkk. i just blame myself instead of blamiing hyme. i could nort take gd care of hyme. he became lyke diz bcoz he had been influence byy his fellow friends. last tyme, i told myyself dat i wanna change hyme but failed. he's nort de person dat i know. he totallyy change alot. it hurt mie alot when i see hyme lyke diz. i cryy when i see hyme lyke diz but he still don't bothered. i just wanna hyme to repent n be hyme. de guyy whom i know de ferst tyme i met at sembawang. i don't even totallyy blame hyme. its myy fault too. maybe he broke up myy heart is bcoz he wants mie to find a better guyy den hyme. i had gone thru up n down wif hyme n i know he wants de best for mie. i still remember, he told mie dat he love mie till died n promised mie everitinkk. its on de fastiing monthh. when he broke up dat promise, 5 mths ago, myy heart bleed but nort as bad as diz tyme. still, i sacrifice hyme. just to see hyme happy wif dat gerl. sumtyme, im thinkiing. shld i deserved to get diz? get hurtiing byy de guyy who i love soo muchh? i wanna be cheerful lyke last tyme. wif no probs n everitinkk. i hate beiing lyke diz. i do nort know wat shld i do. i just wanna hyme realized in everitinkk dat i do 4 hyme. just hope he will repent. amin. p/s im sorryyy.
will be goiing to geylang tommorow. enjoyiing! cheers! (:
atin oh atin.