♥ IM ATIN;
♥ TURNS A YEAR OLDER ON 25TH SEPTEMBER 1991;
♥ IM IN LOVE WIF CUTE2 THINGS N PHOTOGRAPHYY;
♥ I DON'T GIVE A DAMN ON WAT PPL GONNA SAYY OR THINKK ABOUT MIE;IM JUST BEIING MYSELF;DATS ALL;
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its rainiing heavilyy outside n de weather made mie damn sleepyy agaiin. i just woke up. actuallyy, i woke up arnd 10 plus den, took a bathh n ate abit b4 takiing panadols. myy head hurt alot just now in de morning n myy bodyy damn weakk. luckilyy, i rest n took a nap for nearlyy 2 hrs. now, i felt abit freshh n myy de hurt reduced abit. myy mum also nort feeling well. nort onlyy mie. luckilyy myy lil bro is at hm to help clean de hse abit.
supposed to meet up wif myy beloved rufi n shidahhh. bcoz of myy mum n myself, i need to cancel de meet up. now, im also broke. haixx. abt on sat, im nort sure. btw on sundayyy, i will be awayy agaiin. myy uncles n myy cousins asked all myy familyy to tagg along to terengganu n KL. myy mum realli2 wanna go for a breakk as she was stressed up wif her werkk. NO choice. i have to tagg along withh dem. im gonna miss myy beloved rufi n myy friends alot. myy beloved rufi will be goiing to KL tommorow n will be bckk on mondayyy. see, im goiing agaiin n he will be bckk. when is de right tyme to spent tyme wif hyme? since de dayy i met hyme, he always been dere for mie. he never failed to make mie smile everyy minutes, hours n seconds. i realized dat i could nort bear to lose hyme. he's myy everitinkk. i just want one de bothh of us to 4get all our past. i dun wishh to thinkk it anymore as it hurt mie alot. im afraid de past will come bckk agaiin. im afraid rufi will leave mie de wayy ari leave mie. dats wat i told myy beloved shidahh. wat you sayy is rite beb. i must have confidence in myyself. i dun wishh to thinkk negative abt it but dats how i felt beb. AFRAID! i believe in everitinkkk. jodohh di tangan allahhh. i hope everitinkk will be alright between mie n rufi n now, im happyy wif myy lyfe. as long as rufi always byy myy side, im damn happyy. just wanna sayyy, I LOVE MUHAMMAD RUFIANUL HAKIM alot. ilyyyy! (:
b4 i 4get, i wanna wishhh happyyy 27thh birthdayy to taufikk batisahhh, myyy idol since i was sec 1. he's damn talented n i love de wayyy he dance n sing. he realli2 made de audience melt. i still remember de ferst tyme, i support hyme when he was in singapore idol. i went all de wayy to mediacorp just to support hyme. watever is it, you rawkzzz, TAUFIK! (: