WITH LOVE,ATIN.

Friday, December 12, 2008

hello readers out dere!

still earlyy in de morniing n im still wide awake. i shld sleep arnd dis morning. i slept arnd 3 plus in de morniing & woke up arnd 7 plus. baekk kan? get 4 hrs of sleep. Im sickk lagii tdo lambt.I realli2 could nort sleep. same goes to myy beloved rufi. myy mind is on somethiing else n full of probs. its bcoz of myy beloved rufi, i woke up earlyy too. talked to hyme on de fone for awhile. asked hyme to take gd care of himself when his dere. im gonna miss hyme alot. he will be goiing to kL todayy n will be bckk on MONDAYY. now, i think his otw goiing to kL. de sad thing is, i will be goiing awayy agaiin on sundayy n i don know when i will be bckk. maybe 1 week.

seriouslyyy, i don expect ppl to understand mie totallyy. im used beiing suffered for nearlyy 2 years alreadyy. all byy myself n i did nort even complaint to anyone even to myy own bestie. im tryiing myy heart & soul to understand all myy friends. im tryiing myy best here. i wanna see all myy friends happyy n smile always. i don even care abt myself. sumtyme i felt lyke cryiing n shouting but i cld nort. maybe i need someone to lend a ear n listen to myy probs but i don expect ppl to understand mie totallyy. since de past, i gone thru all dis alone wif myy broken heart. i believe in myself dat im strong & i can do it.

thanks alot to myy beloved rufi who always beiing dere for mie. ily.

mirahh bestie;

i just want de bothh of us to be lyke last tyme. Mie, you & juli. i dun wishh to quarelled n argue wif you agaiin n agaiin . do you realized dat our friendship drifted apart? i know dat im nort always beiing dere for you all dis while n im realli2 sorry. its myy fault for nort always beiing dere for you. i know you thinkk dat im de one who has change n everitinkk. im still de atin you know. i always remember of wat you had done in our secondaryy lyfe n i appreciate dat. i missed our laughter, jokes and manyy more. de bothh of you know mie well n how is myy character. i can't denyy dat im damn pissed off wif you another dayy. wat i thinkk is, you just dun wishh to go out wif mie anymore. for you, other ppl are more important. its alright. watever is it, i never ever 4get myy own friends. im nort dat kind of person. once agaiin, im sorry mirahh. i know you are damn sad over wat happened n everitinkk. i cld nort help you muchh. i realli2 understand ur feelings n dats how i felt for nearlyy 2 years. believe mie. 1 dayy, you will surelyy be happyy n im de ferst one to see you happyy. i just want to see you n juli happyy without anyy probs n everitinkk. smile always. (:

nie lahh org yg tkk mengenal jasa. klao tkk ikhlas nkk kasii pinjam, laen kali tkmu kasii pinjam okayy. ape nyer org!

atin oh atin.