WITH LOVE,ATIN.

Friday, February 20, 2009

hello readers out dere!

i just put down on de fone. talkiing wif myy best buddyy, HASLAM. LAM! ako rindu kao siol. kekek sakk kao. hahaha. suchh a long tyme did nort meet & talkk to hyme. at last, he called mie up & we had a short conversation. askiing abt eachh other whereabouts. still de same lam dat i know. ~smile. as usual, can't sleep. myy eyes still wide open. stariing on dis wide laptop screen & listeniing to song at imeshh. ohh yahh! i miss de whole of myy cousins from papa side's. i miss de gatheriing of hari raye & more. i just can't wait for myy abg sedare wedding whichh is on june. i know another few more mths. im sure de tyme & dayy will pass byy damn fast. now is alreadyy februaryy. sekejap kan. in a few more mths, i will be legal 18. hee. im realli2 damn happyy abt myy abg sedare. soon, he will have his own familyy. now, i miss myy abg sedare alot. did he miss mie, his adikk sedare ygg naughtyy nie? hahaha. ntahh ehkk. onlyy god knows. abg faizal, jgn lupe atin tau klao dhh kawen nantii. *wide smile*

i miss myy NANA darl bestie alot. just now in de evening, talked to her on de fone. we share probs & everitinkk. beb, follow ur heart alright. i know you love hyme alot. remember dis, im here for you & will always support ur decision. btw beb, get wll soon yahh! (:

to shidahh beloved bestie; tkmu sad2 yahh beb. i know how you felt. its damn hurt of wat yan sayy to you & everitinkk. lyke wat i sayy, if you feel lyke cryiing, just go on. it will make you feel better. it realli2 take tyme to 4get hyme & everitinkk. bykk bersabar & semangat kener kuat. i also don understand hyme. im sad seeing you lyke dis. kte dhh mcm adikk beradikk. we cryy together. we laughh together. we crazyy together. dats wat you sayy to mie. remember? if you need someone to talkk to, im here for you. remember dat. when im haviing prob wif rufi, you never failed to cheer mie up. watever is it, you & aishah will always be myy bestie. luv yahh! (:

i know mirahh bestie is always bz wif her attachhment & everitinkk till she don have tyme for mie & juli. i understand dat. sumtyme i wanna tell myy probs & de happyy things in myy lyfe, just could nort tell her. last tyme, i always tell her myy prob & everitinkk. but now, its damn difficult. she's change alot. she's nort de mirahh dat i know. i don know whyy i sayy lyke dis.

myy beloved rufi!

eventhoughh we always quarrelled over somethiing. he still de best. things are getting better between us. im glad! (: watever happened, i love hyme alot. bcoz of hyme, i moved on & 4get abt myy past. he never failed to make mie smile & laughh. sometyme i pissed wif hyme is he always kept somethiing from mie. he dun want to make mie worried. aiyoo! rufi2. please ehkk. tlg jgn sembunyi kan ape2 lagii. sayy out everitinkk. tkmu kasii i risau lahhhhhhhhhhh. i LOVE RUFI ALOT! (:

atin oh atin.