WITH LOVE,ATIN.

Friday, May 1, 2009

hello readers out dere!

i just woke up 6 hrs ago. im feeling tired & shagged after de whole dayy at chalet yest. its was fun & enjoyable but den i feel abit moodyy & nort in a gd mood. slept arnd 4 AM. could nort sleep. keep on waking up. reached hm arnd 11 plus in de morning. i did nort even grab any food in de morning just now. slept wif myy jeans & T-shirt. myy head spin alot due of lacking of sleep. woke up arnd 5 plus. 6 hours of sleeping. now i felt muchh better. after taking bathh & everitinkk, mama cook for mie MAGGIE as she know dat i had nort been eating since in de morning. thanks mama! love yahhh. just now i order KFC using myy own pocket moneyy. bought to set of meal since myy lil bro was craving for it.

topa kol mie up just now & he ask mie to hang out wif hyme soon. let's see alright. im damn lazyy dis dayys. &&&& najib ask mie to kol hyme yest. yahh, i talk to hyme & advice hyme throughh out de talkk. im de one being talkative & he just kept quiet. i explain to hyme dat i & hidayahh are nort de same. different character. im glad najib understand it. tkmu masuk telinga kanan & kuar telinga kiri okayy?. hahahaha. :DDD

ohh yahhh, mirahh bestie sms mie up dat dayy. she told mie she dreamt abt something but den 4get abt certain part. de part we bothh migrate to mat sallehh countryy. bykk berangan sakk kte. &&&& on dat particular dayy i also dreamt of something. de weird thing is, we boarded de bus & i sit beside saif ali khan. mirahh sit beside SHAH RUKH KHAN. hahahaha. b4 dat, i sit wif preityy zinta & i kept disturbing her wif peircing & i thinkk she's being annoyed of myy irritating. hahahaha. den, i dun know where anita sarawakk came from. she asked mie & mirahh along to jakarta & bandung. but too bad. de bothh of us could nort tag along. && de weird thing again, we dun know who's de guyy who always been wif us all dayy long. always beside us. weird gilerrr. told mirahh abt it &&&& seriouslyyyyyyy tertanye2. its just a dreamt anywayy. hahahahaha. :DDDDD

about love & relationship? lyke wat i sayy, im tired of all dis & everitinkk. im alreadyy hurt for 2 tyme. i had enoughh of everitinkk. sumtyme when im alone, i will asked surelyy asked myself. wat did i do wrong till de guys dat i love did dis to mie? i can't denyy dat i do still love rufi but den i cannot do anitinkk. he wants dis wayy. wat can i do is MOVE ON. i can't denyy too dat im jealous of couple outside dere who are happilyy & everitinkk. i dun know wat had i done wrong?? when i read de recent sms he sent mie, i feel damn sad. whyy must i fall in love in de ferst place? yahhh, i dun expect all dis to happen. wat can i sayy now is, let allahh decide everitinkk abt myy love in future.

dis year, alot of things happened. i lost myy 5 years of friendship wif her. i can't denyy dat i miss everitinkk abt her. her laugh, her gossips &&& everitinkk. but den bcoz of her new members & dat guyy, she's became lyke dis. she's 4get everitinkk abt mie & shidahh. she wants dis wayy. i also dun know wat had de bothh of us done wrong towards her. she dun know dat we cryy everitinkk abt her. she dun know how we felt. haixxxxx. ):

i miss nanabestie;

i miss juli bestie;

i miss myy beloved friends;

ohh yahh, happy labour dayy everyyone. enjoyy ur holidayys! :DDDD

8thh mayyyyy will be coming soon.

dats all for now.

atin oh atin.