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Wednesday, August 5, 2009

hello readers out dere!

currentlyy chatting wif shidahh bestie & nisa while smsing. im totally in love wif afgan song & de title is entahh whichh i put at myy blog. i kept on repeating de song.

todayy i met up wif juli bestie ferst! sungguhh happy nkk mampus! accompanyy her to polyclinic. after dat, met up wif her grandma at sembawang & dat lil baby yana. && yahh, her grandma treat mie macdonald & gave mie $10. i dun want to take but den she kept on forcing mie. thanks alot nenek! i alreadyy treated her lyke myy own. we talked all kind of things. abt juli & those situation dat happened. her grandma told mie everitinkk dat took place & happened. her grandma dun wishh to see juli in a pain anymore likewise mie. i alreadyy treated juli lyke myy own sis. even we used to quarrelled alot in de past, she will always be myy bestie & ever. even how bad she is, she will always be myy bestie. dats de promise i sayy to her grandma dat we would take gd care of juli. dats de promise mirahh bestie & i said. but den we failed to do so. see wat happened now. ppl always sayy, its all fate. we should nort blame eachh other but den, still i felt bad. im sorry nenekk for nort takiing good care of juli. ):

dear juli, you must always thinkk abt your grandma. dayy & night, your grandma had been crying for youu. see, how suffered she is? she love you alot. she bear all those pains & suffered wif youu. do you know dat? she had been covering everitinkk abt youu. i felt damn pityy towards your grandma. your grandma ain't young anymore. she need to do everitinkk byy her own self. she need to de house chores & including takiing care of lil bby yana. see how tired is she? do you realized dat? i dun wishh you to do de same mistakes again & agaiin. lyke wat ppl sayy, history repeating itself. im sure you do nort want dat wayy again rite? same goes to us. we want youu to be happy. i can see dat youu still wanna enjoyy lyfe lyke us but den youu can't anymore. youu must thinkk of your loves one. i agree of wat nenekk sayy. ramdan had been realli2 good to youu. he sacrifice everitinkk for youu. he's realli2 a good guyy. i salute everitinkk abt hyme. you must thinkk also abt wat he did to you over the few mths. appreciate everitinkk. lyke wat nenekk sayy, klao ader jodohh, tidakk kemane. rite now, just thinkk abt you love one. suchh as nenekk, ramdan & lil baby yana. deyy realli2 need youu. abt dat fucker guyy? he's totallyy useless. he just dun cared abt other's feeling. penting kan diri sendiri. he gave alot of excuses den smp skrg hilang kan diri. 1 dayy, he shall regret of wat he did to youu. markk myy werds. now, dier nkk enjoyy2 kan? okayy, let hyme be. it won't last long. jgn pikir kan dier sgt okayy? lyke wat i sayy, just thinkk straight abt de future dats coming towards youu. dats all. mirahh & mie will always be dere for you & support youu even how bz we are. no worries alright? we totallyy syg youu alot! muaks! :DD

ohh yahh, i gort lil bby yana pic taken. cute kan kan? sungguhh montel. hee! must meet her up soon agaiin. geramm nkk mampus! hahaha! :DD see below. asyikk nkk senyum saje dier. *mentel*

just now chatted wif mirahh bestie & rufi. ingatkan tadi nkk jumpe mirahh bestie skali but den she werkk. aiyayayaya! okayy, next tyme. hee! :DD den abt rufi? no comment abt it. just forget abt it lahh.

just now webcam ngan myy friend, erul kambing for awhile. hahaha! now myy msn can open webcam plakk. aiyayaya! sot2. sumtyme tkk lehh. sumtyme lehh. ikot moodlahh. hahaha! okayy, ader captured gambr below. tkder keje nyer psal. kte uat faces. hahaha! muke masai! sume masai lahh. mind our faces. muke tidakk perlu langsung. :DD

ohh yahh, i miss webcam wif youuu. i still kept your pic dat i captured tau tau. :DD

till here den.

atin oh atin.