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2010-07-11T22:08:00.004+08:00

IM MORE ON TUMBLR. MY-NAME-IS-ATIN.TUMBLR.COM. DO DROP BY OKAY? I WILL RARELY UPDATE HERE.

ATIN OH ATIN.

NEW TUMBLR;

2010-07-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

OKAY OKAY, I WON'T BE UPDATING DIS BLOG DAT OFTEN. I TINK I WILL BE MORE ON TUMBLR. MY-NAME-IS-ATIN.TUMBLR.COM. THANKS SYIQIN FOR EDITING FOR MIE. (:

ATIN OH ATIN.

NEW HP & EVERYTHING;

2010-07-07T18:26:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its been awhile since i blog. im very lazy. dat explain why why. i wanna watchh soccer match dis morning, uruguay vs holland but i fall asleep. i cannot take it liaooooo. so, holland went through to the final. someone will be jumping arnd. hahahaha! ohh yahh, im bckk wif sony ericsson fone. its just a simple fone. my LG fone lyke duhhhhhh~ already. i cannot take it wif my lg fone anymore. the sony ericssoon fone cost mie arnd 200 plus. as long, can kol, sms & listen to song its already better. den when im working already, i shall buy better fone. :D

today is 7 july & it means today is mama birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA. SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR & MURAH REZEKI. I LOVE YOU ALOT. i bought for mama bonia shoes & she's damn happy. she hug mie tightly & said thank youuu & everything. its my pleasure mama. i just want youu to be happy. i just want to make you proud. i dun wish to let you down anymore. dats all ;D

wats next? spain vs germany. predict~ germany wins. but nort sure. see how ehkk.

skul starting next week & i hate my tymetable. i wanna change to morning shift. hopefully rasid reply myy request.

atin oh atin.

GETTING ON MY NERVES;

2010-07-03T02:57:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i just feel lyke bloogging. im really2 sleepy now but i can't sleep. how ehk? hahahahaha! & i felt dissapointed when brazil lose. its the ferst tyme they lose. aiyahhhh~ & kawan saya ckp yang saya suay. sume yang saya support kalahh. wth kan dier. mcm siak. & right now i dun want to say i support who anymore. sape yg menang, saya support okay?

alot of things getting on my nerves today. lyke seriously. wth siaa youu guys thinking? klao blehh, mcm nkk maki saje. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! okay, nvm. just be patience atin. sabar separuhh dari iman.

i took care of my niece & the shiok thing kan i slept after i made my niece slept. yalahh, slept. the weather shiok. raining somemore. how can i missed dat. & i watched movies the whole day at laptop toooo.

im gonnaa chop double chop my hair soon. chop short. & i felt irritated wif long hair already. rimas youu know. aiyahhh~ so, sooon sooon im wif short hair. tkyahh tie. hee! & i wanna buyy contact lens sooooon. new color. maybe turqoise color. & i wanna goooo manicure. hottest pinkk color. wohoooo~ & i want new hp please please. i hate dis hp already. :/ seriously, mintakk kener buang. aiyahhhh~ dere's alot more. alot of things on my mind. soooo, i must get it done b4 raya. must must! must collect money money. ~weee.

okaylahh, wanna sleep. tatatatattaa!

atin oh atin.

HURT- CHRISTINA

2010-07-01T23:46:00.009+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you

somehow i fall in love wif dis song. its still the same whether im in the best mood or nort.

atin oh atin.

LYKKKEEE DUHHHH;~

2010-06-30T23:14:00.008+08:00

hello readers out dere!

& sumpahh, gambr lame. *loook up* gambr tyme secondary. hahahaha! browse through my folder & i saw my old pics & decided to upload it. today exam & its been alright. at ferst i felt damn bloody nervousss but den when inside the exam rooom, the nervous goneee. weird right. i finished quite early today & talked alot wif veron & china guyy for awhile b4 heading hm. we talked abt soccer. hahahahaha! china guyy supported portugal. & i thinkk kan bcoz youu support portugal, dat whyy they lose. -_____- nvm, next tyme portugal. my next team, BRAZIL! GOOO BRAZIL! GOOO BRAZIL! i know i had been crazy over soccer. hahahaha! mcm org giler. lyke seriously. now portugal losee. & i have to treat dan MAC. its a deal already. & i already promised hyme. okay okay lahh. soooon okay dan? tkmuu nangesss yer. hahahahaha!

oh yah! oh yah! dere's a cristiano ronaldo clone in my skul. sumpahh, tkk bedekk. hot pehh siaaa. melts* hahahaha! he look exactly lyke cristano ronaldo. at ferst i tot its real cristiano ronaldo. skali pikir2 alekk, alahhh, cristianooo ronaldo kat africaaa. i know i am selenge. okay, diam. hahahahaha! saya tauuu saya nie sape. tkyahh blang okay?

i dun know why i kept laughing when i sms. ppl tot im crazy. no okay? masehh siuman. saya tkk giler. saya masehh waras. hahahaha! its lyke happy gituu kan todayy niari. happy! happy!

alot of unknown guyys add mie up at msn & i dun know where the hell they get my msn email. maybe i thinkk at fb. i just changed my email & dere it goes again. i dun feel lyke chatting bckk or reply dis unknown guyys. say watever youu wanna say. say im nort friendly. say im bad. say im lyke dis. lyke dat. but seriously, its always the same thing they will asked mie. ngahh wat ape? dh mkn? single ker attached? mcm tkder soalan laen kan. sumtyme if im damn very2 lazy, i just copy & paste saje. den i will just reply 1 werd & 1 werd. & mostly, i dun reply bck. hahahaha! bad kan? i know.

Lam sms mie up yest. they went out yest & asked mie out yest but sorry guyys. next tyme okay? sumpahh, ako rindu korg sume. its been awhile kan wee meet & hang out together2. hahahaha! kecohh pehh korg smp korg bising2 kat ako yg ako pindahh tkk blang korg.& sorry sgt2 lam psal kao operation. ako tkk tauu kao kener operation. seriously. okay okay, nanti bile2 ako free, ako dtg & visit kao okay? kater abg2 army. mesti mauu kuat okay? take care. & lastly ako rinduu makk kao yg super cute tuuuu. ~weeee.

oh yes yes! i miss this bulat of mine. she sms mie up b4 goiing to bed yesterday. she told mie dat she lonely wif her lyfe & everything. NURAMIRAH BINTE HUSSEIN, kao tkk lonely okay? ako ader. INGAT TUUUUU! AKO ADER! AKO SYG KAO BODOH. & yesss! PARTY PARTY PARTY SOOON! ;D

8 years of friendship wif nuramirahh was damn great. we were damn bloody close. those our kentals day. youu still remembered dat we went to boys toilet just bcoz the gerl toilet lock. remember? den we sneaked out of the class just bcoz we need to pick up kol from ur ex- admire. remember? hahahahha! remember when we get caught just bcoz of playing hp & psp infront of james & gort detention. remember? remember we took our own sweet tyme to go for lesson & we gort shouted sooo badly & we still can laughh. remembered? its always the 3 of us get caught. & i still remembered youu cried infront of mie just bcoz youu tot i forget youu. no okay? i still remembered dat youu & juli visited mie when im sick. remembered? & i still remembered youu having sore eyes & we visited youuu. smp kener jangkit. hahahaha! remembered? memories kan kan? i knowwww.

atin oh atin.

TKK LEHH SLEEP GITUUU;

2010-06-29T02:04:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its already late now & i im gonna sleep really soooon. lyke seriously. i had been sleeping late & made mie have headache. sooon migrain will occur. & my stomachh makiing trouble right now. hurts. don't want go toilet.

okay okay, its already morning whichh mean i must talked abt yest kan kan. okay, i met ada very late. promised to meet her at 10 but i woke up at 10. baeks ehkk atin. starkarat abes. hahahaha! & ada reached ferst while im still on the way tapii tkk sampai2. dats wat she said. sorry sorry. bukan sengaja but blame to the bus. waited for the bus nearly 1 hr. -______- tkk mcm ape. & wanna know wat tyme i reached? nearly 1. hahahaha! okay, baekkk. & i received alot of msg. more than 10 thinkk. till my inbox full den kan i reply but some of the msg had nort been received. tkk mcm -__________-. dat whyy just now i reply lyke late gituuuu. dis hp also mintakk kener buang.okay okay. den i finished b4 6 plus i thinkk & i reached hm arnd 8.30 gituuu. window shopping wif ada for awhile at cozwae point den home sweet home since ada wanna go hm.

im glad everything is alright now. abt my previous post, i'm soooo damn bloody stress but im alright already. hahahaha! its only for awhile. & i understand dat every ppl is having a bad day. & yahhh, maybe their mood is nort in the best. even i encountered dat way & i understand alot. (;

NURUL SYUKRIYAH & NURSHAHIDAH. PLEASE BE STRONG ALRIGHT? I LOVE BOTH OF YOUU ALOT. I KNOW YOUU GUYYS FELT DAMN DOWN WIF THOSE PROBS DAT YOUU GUYYS ENCOUNTERED NOW. DERE'S ALWAYS A REASON IN EVERYTHING. I KNOW ITS DIFFICULT OF NORT THINKIING TO MUCHH. BUT WATEVER IS IT, TRY NORT TOO THINKK TOO MUCH OKAY? IT WILL MADE YOUU GUYYS MORE STRESS. I FEEL YOUU GUYYS. EVERY PROB DERE ALWAYS A WAY TO SOLVE IT. JUST BE PATIENCE & IM SURE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT & FINE. MOST IMPORTANTLY IS, DUN EVER GIVE UP OKAY? CHEER UP! CHEER UP! :D
NUR ASYIQIN! HAPPY 15THH BIRTHDAY DEAREST. IM SURE YOUU REALLY2 ENJOY UR BDAE. AM I RIGHT? I KNOW YOUU FELT SAD & WONDERING OVER SOMETHING. LYKE WAT I TOLD YOUU, YOUU MUST BE BRAVE ENOUGH TO ASK HYME DEN YOU SHALL KNOW THE ANS. DATS DE ONLY WAY FOR YOU TO KNOW THE ANS. DUN SAD2 OKAY? EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT DEAREST. JUST BE PATIENCE & WAIT FOR HYME TO COME BCKK. ANYTHING, JUST TELL MIE OKAY? ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY. MUST STUDY VERY HARD! :D

today, bykk caps lock. hahahaha! okaylahh, wanna sleep. anything just beep2. tatatatta! titititit! tutututuut!

atin oh atin.

SADDENED;

2010-06-27T14:07:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i know its been awhile since i last updated. i dun feel lyke updating. -_______- i did nort slept well yest night. alot of things running on my mind. i dun know how to let it out everything. i felt sad to myself. i tot yesterday will be a gd day wif a smile on my face all day but i was wrong. when i came bckk, every of the blame put on mie. i tried every second of my best to kept my feelings unseen & gave in. i dun wishh to quarrelled or talked bck. i just kept quiet. dats wat i feel right now.

i just wish to run far2 away so dat no one can find mie. i wished i can do dat. lyke seriously. & i dun have the mood to continue typing. blank abes.

atin oh atin.

NO MOOD!

2010-06-18T20:23:00.005+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i just packed all my things. mama is lyke super excited gituuu kan. she kept saying to mie, quick quick quick. she's sooo cute gituu lorhh. i need to wake up early in the morn tommorow. arnd 6am. & i will be bckk on wednesday. after i came bck, i will be meeting my classmates for self study. soooo, must miss mie okay? anything just leave mie a message & i will get bck to youu guys once im bck okay? ;D

today, i gort no mood. lyke seriously. my body was sooo weak. & i dun talked alot in skul too. i went hm super early. after had lunch at long john, den went hm. when i reached hm, i checked my fb den i slept with my t-shirt & skirt. im sooo damn bloody tired & sleepy. supposingly, i shld met asrif & fad at bugis since they at dere but i ditched the planned as im damn bloody tiredddd. nvm guyy, dere will always be a next tyme. & i felt lyke crying when i was otw to skul just now. & i dun know why. i just felt dat way. maybe its been awhile since i cried. dat why i feel lyke crying. -______-

lil bro already have girlfriend. her name is samantha. & she's pretty. he even said to mie lyke dis, kak, dun tell mama okay? yahh rite. -_____-. 1 day also, mama will know okay. his sayang went to london a few days agooooo. & he was lyke lonely gituuu. jiwang2 dlm bilikk sorang2. & seriously, menyampahh youu know. soooo adik, mataair, mataair but dun ever neglect your study. dun ever let down papa & mama especially mama. she loves youu alot. dun be lyke mie who used to let down mama & made mama cried alot of tymes. you had already grown up & you shld know which right & wrong in lyfe. be a gd boy & i will always support youu in watever youu do. ;D

whenever i looked at the pic bove, i realized how much i missed them. the gereks friends of mine. i missed spending tyme wif dem as in having chalet lyke how in the pic above. joking arnd. i still remembered when we were in secondary especially in the art room. sumpahh, gerekk abes. we were lyke buying food especially kuaci & ate in the art class mcm class bpkk kte gituu kan. soo guyys, we must really2 keep in touch. as in at FB, MSN or HP. okay? :D

SAYA MAUUUUUUUUUU TGKK WRESTLING.

atin oh atin.

PICS EXPLAIN EVERITINK;

2010-06-17T23:24:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i just woke up awhile agooo. im soooooooo sleepy dat i slept while watching soccer just now. & i dun realized dat everyone gort hm already. im sooo damn hungry & luckily mama bought food & dat is keow teow goreng. i finished everything up since im soooooo damn hungry. tommorow last day of skul. yesssar~! on sat morning im goiing to malaccca. im gonna shop till drop at malacca. i dun care~ hahaha! tommorow after skul, gonna go & have lunch wif jade zou yueee. gonna have long john silver. & maybe after dat, im meeting asrif & fad. im totally in love wif dis song at my blog. its soooo meaningful. ;D

The pic up above show dat no matter how hard i tried, its still failed but den i won't give up. some pic also gort meaning okay. mcm org kater, ader makna disebalikk nyer. hahahaha! okay, diaaaaam. i won't give up to be strong no matter wat happened. chey chey! sumpahh, kuu giler.

okaylahhh, i thinkk i shall stop here. suddenly blank blank. okay, bye~

atin oh atin.

OLA OLA OLA!

2010-06-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

atlast assingment & everything had be done~. weee~ sungguhh legaaa. & i intend to eat alot when i was having moodswing. lagi2 tyme bulan mcm gini. hahahaha! i know i have hurt alot of peoples nowadays including my mum. :/ scolded mama for no reason. sorry mama. i dun mean it. i just said but actually i dun mean it. i say dat i dun want to meetlahh. dun want to do dis lahh. do dat lahh but deep inside my heart, i dun mean it. yahhh, im sorry for dat.

i dun know why but i feel lyke im changing alot. as in im nort the old mie. fatin atiqah who used to be & now i changed being a stubborn gerl. alot of changes & i can see dat. even mirah & those who noes mie since secondary said i change alot. i dun know why i became lyke dis. maybe bcoz of ari, i be lyke dis. a guy who i used to love alot in the past. i know its all in the past & i shld nort brought it up again but when looked at our pictures, i will intend to think abt how i went through wif hyme. those up's & down. yahh, i still kept the pictures & even the bangles dat he bought for mie. i really2 wanted to throw away all his things as i know its nort worth to keep it. but when i thinkk bck, just kept it as memories from my ex & i dun thinkk its wrong to keep it. dosen't mean i still keep it, i still love hyme. no okay. my love for hyme had gone long tyme agooo. & its nort worth to think & love someone who dun appreciate every single things we did. at ferst, its nort easy to forget hyme but after those advices from my fellow friends, i realized watever they said is trueee. his nort worthh & i started to move on bit by bit. & bit by bit im used without hyme from my lyfe. without hyme by my lyfe, made my lyfe peaceful. when i wif hyme in the past, every single day, he made mie cried, cried, cried, cried till i gort no tears to cry anymore. its damn bloody hurt & only god know's how i had been throughh all dis while. i always listen to every single werd he say. i respect hyme. i never shouted back even all his werds were hurt. i just kept quiet. & im the one who always said sorry even its nort my fault bcoz i dun wishh to lose hyme. im the one who always gave in. i sacrifice alot for hyme till i did nort even sleep & sumtyme i did nort went hm bcoz of hyme. yes! bcoz of hyme, i made mama cried. i hurt mama. i made mama worried & everything. when i gort to know he gort another gerl, i still love hyme. & yah, i was stupid at dat point of tyme but den ppl dun know its nort easy for mie. i still want hyme at dat point of tyme. i still dun wishh to let hyme gooo. he dun know how faithful i were towards hyme. i did nort even find another guy. even he far right from mie, i still waited for hyme patiently.

i kept telling myself, wat i did wrong towards ari in the past till he did dat to mie? am i wrong to love someone? dats the reason why im nort in a relationship lyke how my friends. i missed being in the relationship but at the same tyme, im afraid n nort ready. im afraid things will be lyke in the past. i know nort all guys are the same. & i cannot said that they are the same lyke ari. wat i can say is, tyme will tell everything. i dun wishh to rushh things out. & also, im used being single. & once i already love someone, i will surely love hyme whole-heartedly. & i believe the happinesss will come sooon, sooon, sooon & sooner. watever is it, be patience. dats all. lyke wat in the fairytale say, we live happily ever after kan kan? hahaha!

seee seee, i already let out everything of wat i went through in the past. when i think bck, it was lyke super sad kan. ): wat to doooooooo. watever ari did to mie, i already forgive hyme & im nort a bad person to hold grudges toward hyme. its nort mie. i believe in karma. dats all. watever happened to hyme now is a lesson to be learn.
Thanks to dis cute lil shory gerl, syiqin. hee! ily! ily! ily! i had fun wif her. meet up soon again okay? :D dun ever said youu are fat. youu are cute youu know. :D

proving sumthing to someone is nort easy. by saying its nort just enoughh.

atin oh atin.

LYFE! LYFE! :D

2010-06-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk wif updates. right now, im waiting for mama tooo cook. im totally hungry & de last i ate was ice kachang wif jade just now. hahaha! jade & i was boring so we slacked arnd. & seriously, today lesson bore to death. wanna know why? the lecturer talking nonsense again. abt human body again. -_________- den i went to the toilet & canteen wif jou youuu & jade. took video somemore. very funny. hahahaha! i can't stop laughing seeing dat video. thank guys for making mie smile & laugh all day long today. ;D

i dun have the quality of tyme to rest. even on weekend. sooo tired. on weekend im goiing out 2 days straight. sunday goiing to aunt hse. aufaaaa birthday. mie & mama plan to buy for hyme cakee since we gort no idea wat to buy for hyme. & den monday skul again. -____-. i can't wait for skul holiday. wanna take a break & rest. 1 week pon jadilahh. aslkan break sudahh. everyone is already holiday including my bro & im the one who need to wake up early in the morn everyday. -___-

tyme flewww soo fast. am i right? its already juneeeeee. fasting mthh is coming sooon. & i can't for dat. i wannaaa buy deng deng. hahahaha! conferm geylang crowded wif alot of ppl. org yg tkk perluu pon sume aderrr. tuu part yg malas. tkpe, bcoz of deng deng, i sanggup youu know. hahaha!

i miss dancing. malay dance. its been ages since i dance & i totally missed dat. those moments dat i went for the SYF & everything. but now i already kakuuu. i already forgotten those techniques of dancing . & right now i wish to dance & practice bck. please please. hahaha!
i had been spending my tyme wif NURUL SYUKRIYAH for the past 2 days dat day. it was fun eventhough it was just both of us. we always forgotten to take pic & dis tyme round, we remembered it. ~weeeeeee. & NURUL SYUKRIYAH, thanks for the meet up. & we shall meet up soon again & we shall have more & longer conversation. okay dokie? please come bck sooon okay? we missed youu alot.

& next week will be meeting shidahh bestie since its been awhile since i met her.

atin oh atin.

THANK YOUU;

2010-06-06T22:42:00.005+08:00

IM VERY VERY LAZY LAZY LAZY TO HAVE A PROPER BLOGGING. I WILL BE SLEEPING VERY VERY VERY SOON SOON. SOOO SLEEPY ALREADY. & TOMMOROW SKULING AT DHOBY GHAUT. HOPEFULLY WON'T SEE DAT TWOOOOO GERLS DERE.

& THANKS SYIQIN FOR THE SWEET POST. THANKS FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT & EVERYTHING.

BYE LAH!

ATIN OH ATIN.

TOMMOROW SKUL; ;/

2010-06-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

hello readers out dere!

*yawn* its show dat im sleepy already. & im gonnaaaa sleep soon. aru kul brape den dhh sleepy dehhhh. it shows how tired am i. hahahaha! just now after skul, i met syukk baby at centerpoint at her work place. went lunch wif her at 2 just now. we ate nasi padang. & seriously, perut teroz kembong & senakkk. lepas dhh mkn, mengantukk pehh. hahahaha! b4 i met syukk, went to clementi to accompany myy friends bought something. i tot wanna ate magnum ice cream but in the end tkder. sedihh or wat. & i wasssssss badly craving for ben & jerry toooooooo. nort to forget, donut also. hahahaha! alot kan? lyke dere's no tommorow. alahh, dun care, eating made mie happy. :D

after i met syukk, i met dat boncet. & seriously, bingit ngan dier sekejap. i from town dhh smp dulu. he from jurong tkk smp2. -____________- hahahaha! step tkk lapar. padahal lapar kan. i know. hahahaha! & syukk baby, sorry tauu tkk trun tadi lagi. & after dat, home sweet home.

& NURUL SYUKRIYAH, im sooo touched by ur post dat tyme. hahahaha! klao saya jadi laki, conferm saya melt. hahahaha!

lyfe been great i guesss. lead my lyfe as usual. makan, makan. tdo, tdo. skola, skola. ape2 yg patut di uat. hahahaha! boring kan my lyfe? i know dat. sedihhh bulu~ hahaha! nvm, im happy wif my lyfe.

dat day, mirahh sms mie up abt a guyy that she used to admire b4. sumpahh kekek, alehh2 nampkk kat bukit timahh. byk2 tempat, di bukit timahh yer. & ako rase kan mirahh. jodoh kao ngan dier. tuu part, kao dhh nagged ako. ohhh yesssssssss! i miss sembawang especially sun plazaaaaaaaa. the place that we hang out smp tkk ingat alekk. lepas skola, conferm trun sane. tkk ingat2. hahaha! fav placeeeee, KFC. hahaha! tkk abes2 ngan kao nyer perrrrrrrrrrrcumaaaaaa. hang out wif the usual. shitttttttt, i miss that sey beb. & nort to forget, PDF. hahaha! alot of memories. maen unopolyy, carem, true or dare, cycling. lepas skola, maen nie game sume dengan aju skola. hahaha! & seriously, ako kat sini mcm loner gituuu. hahaha! yelahh, dhh berjauhan dengan kao & dengan rest. klao tkkk, kte calling2 den trunnnnnn kat area kao atauu ako. ;D

tatatata tititi tutututu!

nkk tdooooooooo, bsokkk skola bodohh. hahaha! sape2 ader2 num, tlg dipicit yer. :D

atin oh atin.

LAZY TO POST; :/

2010-05-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

hello readers out dere!

as usual, im lazyy tooooooo update my blog dat often eventhoughh i gort alot of story telling to tell. its always lyke dat when it comes to blogging. :/ i misss mama alot eventhoughh mama just went dis morn. she called just now dat she just reached jakarta & she's otw to bandung. best or wat~ how i wished i can followed her but toooo bad cannot. i realli2 wanna sent mama to airport dis morn arnd 3 a.m but i could nort woke up as im sooo damn tired. slept early yest arnd 9 plussss. woke up arnd 8 den i slept bckk & woke up arnd 11. i slept more than 10 hrs. its shows how tired am i.

today vesakk dayy~. noooo skul. yipeeeeeee~ i wanna goooo swimming at myy classmate condominiumm but den i gort menses. dat forget abt it. wanna gooooo out but im lazzyy plus its raining heavily here. just stayed at hm. did the hse choresssss, assingment & business statistic. & i watched KL evolusi drift. thumbs up for it~ i just ate my nasi goreng. bro bought it. & im now full full. wait, a minute later i will be sleepy. i knoww. im lyke pigggggggg. hahaha! sumpahhhh, myy stomachh also already boncet. the pic above told everything how boncet i am. dat tyme i ate mac spicy. double somemore. tkk nkk kalahh. hahahaha! dat tyme, im totally hungryy. tuuu arhhh, panggel org boncet lagi. hahahaha!

i wass moody nowadays. due of menses. even slightest thing, can make mie irritated easily. hahaha! part ngahhh gini, paham2 saje okay? :D

on monday dat dayy, i went tooo town wif hidayahh. we decided to buyy tops at metro but i ended up bought tops at cotton on. sumpahhhhhhhh, geram nkk mampus ngan tops sume di sane. mcm nkk beli saje sume brg2 kat situuu. hahahaha! ferstly, went to paragon. secondly, went to 313. thirdly, went to orchard central. okay, nie part scary. when we reached town, we play hide & seek wif this crazy guyy. he was damn crazy. he shouted at us for nothing. den he kept following us. when we were at lucky plaza, he was nowhere to be found. pwehhh! on dat day itself, dere someone wanna meet mie up but he did nort even told mie earlier & btol2. im the one yg kener make the ferst move kan. -________- dier kan maluu2 kucing. hahahaha! okay, nvm. next tyme. laen kalii ckp okay? erkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~ ;D

thanks shidahh & ibuu for the pandan cake~:D

& i dun know whether i shld go or nort. :/

okay, byeeeeeeee~ sumpahh, boring. nkk watchh dude harlino gueee.

atin oh atin.

MOODSWINGS;

2010-05-22T19:13:00.010+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im veryy moody today. moodswing~ i dun feel lyke goiing out. lyke seriouslyy. even syukk bby asked mie out but i dun have the mood. i did myy business statistic the whole day & the house chores while others went out. dats wat i did. & i alreadyy know how to do the statistic review question. thanks to hidayahh for teaching mie. now i already know. i know im a slow poke when it comes to study. -______- what on myy head is just shopping. i want to go shopping badly. okay nvm, must keeeep2 money dn can gooo shopping.

everyone was lyke asking mie abt juli. its been awhile since i last contacted her. hopefully she's doiing fine. & i miss her alot. even how bad she is, she still myy very close friend. i dun lyke ppls tooo look down on her or said dat she's bad, youu shld nort friend wif her or watsver. i know her. she's being forced by someone dat's really2 nort a responsible person. he don't know how she suffered by all day long by his actions. she need to go throughh all dis alone. when she's at hosp, dat nort responsible guyy stay wif her? nooo. he just hack care. he lagi can go out wif another gerl. whenever i saw her grandma, she will cried infront of mie & said abt juli plight & everything. i felt really2 sad seeing her beiing lyke dis even her grandma. i just hope they are doiing fineeee. & im sorry juli if im nort be able to be there for youu all the tyme. ):just take gd care of urself okay?

mirahh asked mie for a date & she said i action. im nort action okay? bulatt, mmg ako rindu kao ponnnn. bothh of us niari mooody wooody. & lagii she said, nkk tgkk shrekk mlm nie tkk? -_____- otakk kao bulat. -________- sumpahh, klao dhh moody, she always lyke dat. sewel~

rifqiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! cikk atin rinduuuuu rifqiii! will visit youu soon okay? & ur mama already nag2 at mie said dat when nkk visit sume. kinda miss ur mama nyer nagging. irrits but still i love her alot. sinceeee rifqi dhh pandai jalan, very naughty ehkk. grab sane sini. sumpahh, he's very cute. felt lyke wanna cubit hyme.

& to dat someone. i thinkk youu know who youu are.

thanks for beiing there wif mie nowadays. & i just wanna said thanks. i tkk nkk susahh kan youuuuuuuu. i know youu are having prob right now. & its alright if youu dun wishh to tell mie. i understand. i just dun wishh us to drift apart. ): dats all.

atin oh atin.

WAKING UP EARLY IN THR MORN;

2010-05-18T22:32:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

today i woke up super early arnd 5.15 am. i know its very2 early. i took a bathh & everything. den mama also woke up. i cook chicken & omelette as im totally hungry lyke hell as i yest i did nort ate dat muchh due of stomachh acheee. i felt abit better when i used oil at my stomachh. the most thing i dun lyke is, i will always come out & go in to the toilet many tymes. -_- diarhorreaaa. the reason i dun wishh to take mc as i dun wishh to left out myy studiesss. dats the reasonnn. i went hm wif ada just nowww. super early reached hm. b4 dat, bought MAC nugget. after eating, sleeeep. lyke pig siaaaa. when i woke up freshhh giler nkk mampus. now, tkk lehh sleeep due psal tadi dhh sleep. -_____-

skul had been alright but i totally hate when it comes to counting. sumpahh, im blur when it comes to dat. businesss statistics had been a hectic subject for mie.wahh piang~ stresss lorhh alot of numbers. assingment comiing soooooooon~ naseb group werkk & i will be paired wif adaaa. okay best~ can do it together2. my assingment abt organisational behaviour. sumpahh, the lecturer very funny. he always tokk out of topic abt the subject. he always tokk abt the human being body. -____- kekek pehh. the wayy he reaction. & lastly, i miss my bobby, myy previous lecturer. i kept saying dat to veron till veron also get irritated. yahh, his the best lecturer lorhh. always gave early breakk & very sporting. & myy business statistics lecturer very boring. always finishh on dot. nort sporting. always serious jerkk. cara dier bebual also mcm doctor2. sumpahh, boring. can tdo nyerrr. zzzzzzzzzzzz~

shidahh bestieeee, i totally miss youu alot & even ibuuuu. i miss youur laughter, your smile & everything. i know youu still felt down abt ayahh. i felt sad toooo abt ayahh as i know youuu want ayahh to seee youuu gort happiness in lyfe. i still remembered youu told mie dat youu wishh to bring ayahh to universal studioooo. i understand how youu felt beb especially someone youu love left youuu. i just want youuuu to know dat i watever happened, i won't forget youuu & even i was far from youu. youu are just my big sister who never failed to be there for mie when i need youuu. & beb, i just want youu to be happy. i want to give youuuu a very warm hug when i seeee youuu soooon. i love you alot beb. & seriously, i felt lyke crying when i type all dis. ):

~learn how to appreciate every moments with your loved ones and we all have to move forward after all the mistakes we have coz no one is perfect.

atin oh atin.

UR LYFE, MY LYFE;

2010-05-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its sunday!~ & im alone at hm right now. i dun know where the rest gone. super sad right right. i know. hahahaha! whole day, eat, watching TV, surfing the net, watching youtube, staring at the laptop & wall. hahahaha! dats wat i had been doiing. i watchh cahaya again at youtube just to see my dude harlinoo. super rinduu his acting. hahahaha! okay, i had been in the malas moood nowadays to update my blog. everytime wanna update, noooo ideaaa. when i dun wishh to update, gort idea tauuu. its always lyke dat. alot of my post had been saved to the drafts. baekkkkkssss~ hahahaha! & yeah! tommorow skul. & i had nort check myy tymetable yet. wat lessson tommorow. hahahaha! okay, i always do it last minute b4 goiing to bed. :DD

& abt yest, its been awhile since i last step townn. super busynessss sey the town yest. alot of peoples. biasaaaaa~. saturday mahh. hahahaha! its only the both of us going to the town. but its already fun fun. saw alot of familiar facesssss~. bothh of us ate alot. LONG JOHN LAH. MACDONALD LAH. && i gort to eat fried mars bar. yummy! yummy! hahahaha! window shopping & all till myy leg cramp. & i only get to buyy accesories. dats all. okay, i ate alot till i gort stomachh ache. baekkkksss~ hahahaha! tuu arhh. mkn bykk lagi. watever is it, eating made mie happy! :D

okay, sumpahh nie part maluuuu. when i was otw hm yest, i did nort see dat the floor was wet near the takraw court at my hse dere. den i walkkk2 skalii i fall downn. i dun realized dat de group of guyys playing takraw were looking at mie. sumpahh, paisey nkk mampus. abehh kuat plakk tuu bunyi jatuhh. pantat saket pehh. hahahaha! 1 of the guyys asked mie, okay tkk? den i say, yup2. okay. den walks off. hahahaha! lyke wat org kater, jatuhh bangun sendiri. hahahaha! nie lahh akibat org yg jalan tkk tgkk bwhh. hahahaha!

lil bro birthdayy is in 4 days tyme & i gort no idea wat to get for hyme. & maybe i shall treat hyme. just wait & see. hee! :D

& okay, i shall update agaiin when im nort in a malas moood. okay dokie? & i want to eat agaiin. hungry agaiin. hahahaha! tatata~

atin oh atin.

KAMPONG;

2010-05-09T12:33:00.011+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk~ its just a short trip. supposinglyy, i shld be bckk today but den mama had to werk last minute today. i had fun eventhoughh the tyme is sooo fast. i reached kampong & alot of my cousins were nort dere yet. den i rewang wif the rest at dere till late night at 12. seriously, its sooo fun eventhoughh myy hand was sooo tired. laughing here & dere. & arnd 12 plus late night, i went to karoake wif myy cousins. its damn fun thoughh. & i had been forced to sing infront of everyone. sumpahh, malu nkk mampus but den after beiing used wif it, myy shyness gone. karoake till 4. hahaha! den slept for awhile & i woke up, bathed & changed to baju kurung. & the busyness started till late evening.

talking abt food? i ate alot. seriously, nasi briyani, ketam cili api, & mostly is chicken. fav~ hahaha! i can't stop eating as alot of delicious food in front of mie. my aunty cook kueh kuaci. i dun know how to spell. correct tk? hahaha! okay, whole of my lyfe, i never ate kuehh kuaci. yest was the ferst tyme i ate kuehh kuaci & its damn delicious. & i thinkk, i ate more than 10 kueh kuaci. seriously, its addicted. hahaha! smp i brought some hm.

Thanks alot guys for pampered mie wif your loves. youu guyys never failed to pampered mie whenever im bckk. & i totally miss the tyme when eachh of everyone of us was still small & we play pepsi cola, catching, hide & seek. & i still remembered when im sickk, youu guyys are the one who were there for mie. now, eachh of everyone of us have grown up & some had already married. & i won't forget everything abt youu guys. i love youu guys alot.

yest when im bck hm after bathing & everitinkk, i just could nort sleep. den i watchh TV. i watchh Niyang Rapik movie. alone lagi. the rest already sleep. thumbs up for the Niyang Rapik! i love the movie very muchh. alot of suspense. youu guyys shld watch okay?

i slept just now & i felt damn freshh upon nort sleeping well for 2 days. im hungry right now tooo. just ate maggie in the morn only & dats all. & i stayed at hm the whole day by sleeping & surfing the net.

& i browse through my folder of pictures. abt friendship~ & i know everything happened wif a reason.

& i cannot upload pics at FB. erghhh! erghhh!

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAYY EX BOYFRIEND, ARI. ALL THE BEST & HOPEFULLY YOUU ENJOYY UR BIRTHDAYY. SO, BEST OF LUCKK.

She is the one who gave mie strength most of the tyme. she is the one who never failed to be there for mie. she is the one who always support mie watever im doing. thanks mama for everything. i love youu alot. & happy mother's day to you & all the mother's out dere! :D

below are the song by siti nurhaliza. air mata ibu. i nearly cried when i listen to dis song. so touching. :/

atin oh atin.

LONELY AT HM;

2010-05-04T15:02:00.001+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im surfing the net right now. as usual, facebook. login just to check my fishville & petville. telephone had been installed & i have to wait for them for abt hours. -_______- their service soooo damn slowww but than now dere sumthing wrong wif the MIO thing. its lyke jam & maybe its been affected by sumthing. nort sure abt it. the weird thing, the phone in mum's room okay tauu. & when i see all dis, im the want yang stress sendiri. okay, nvm. oh yah! oh yah! i can't wait! i can't wait! i can't wait to be at kampong. & i dun know why i super excited when its come to kampong. maybe its been mths since i last went bck to kampong. i miss myy aunty cooking especially her asam pedas. fuyooooooo~ menjilat jari. hahahaha! & the thing dat i dun want to miss is rewang. rewang smp pagi. tkk tdo pon tkpe. hahahhaha! blehh gituuu ehkk. && i alreadyy gort a eye bag. big summore. dhh mcm panda.:/

i was addicted to citer ADAMAYA at TV3. Thanks to NURUL SYUKRIYAH for the recommendation. hahahaha! the stories is soooooooo romantic. especially part adam & maya. sumpahh romantic. && can i have adam be my boyfriend? hahahaha! okay, crap. susahh dtg seyy laki mcm gituuu. give all his heart to maya. how sweet. alangkahh best nyer ader laki sepertii adammm. yg baek hati, berii sepenuhh cinta/ kasihh syg kepade isteri dier yg tercintaaa. hahahahaha!~

mama had been addicted to JELITA at SURIA. sumpahh, citer dhh basi. siang2 dhh tgkk. mama keep on saying that dirly aka bayu handsome. & she say bayu her boyfriend -______- handsome lagi dude harlino gueee. mie & myy mum dhh mcm org ape. gado psal lelakii indonesia. hahahaha!

mirahh told mie abt our friend of us, JUFREE. he just came bckk from TAIWAN. he bought for us sumthing from taiwan & i appreciated alot. :D

& i shall update again once im bckk from kampong okay? alot of pics will be upload.

syg semuaaa nya. okay bye!

atin oh atin.

JUST WOKE UP;

2010-04-29T18:38:00.012+08:00

~The sun's going to shine, and the rain's going to fall, and in the end you might get burnt or wet, but hey, that's life. So dance in the puddles and bathe in the sun, and at the end of the day, smile. Everything's going to be all right.

~Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you, because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets.

~Life is like freshly fallen snow. Be careful where you walk because every step will show.

~Remember all of the good times and all of the special people that were with you during them. Let go of the past, but don't forget it because there are a great many things that can be learned from what you have been through. And most importantly, follow your heart, stand up for what you believe in, and take your own path always doing what you want to do.

~You closed your eyes. That was the difference. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too, even when you're in the dark. Even when you're falling.

~Don't ever think that there's not enough time to show how much you care. Always remember, big things are nice, but it's the small stuff in love that counts.

~Cause you deserve so much more than you receive, listen to your heart and let it show. Don't hold on to your pain. just let it go, let it go.

~Remember that a little love goes a long way, remember that a lot goes forever, remember that friendship is a wise investment, life's treasures are people together realize that it is never too late, do ordinary things in an extraordinary way, have health and hope and happiness, take the time to wish upon a star, and don't ever forget for even a day, how very special you are.

~Love comes to those who still hope although they've been disappointed, to those who still believe although they've been betrayed, and to those who need love because they've been hurt before.

~Sometimes you find out what you wanted, isn't really what you need. And the dream and all it's promise was never meant to be. All your hope and desperation, won't make it like it was and you believe the pain will never pass, believe me in time it does.

~And it's hard and it hurts and it takes knowledge you don't have but will when you're finished. And you learn that you really are brave and that you really are strong and that you really can survive.

atin oh atin.

I MISS BLOGGING LYKE SHIT;

2010-04-26T23:05:00.008+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckkk~ ~weeee! sumpahh! happy giler when i alreadyy gort myy internet bckk. if nort, im lonely youu knoww. cannot live without myy internet & especially laptop. dey are my precious. hahahhaha! i chatted wif alot of peoples at MSN especially wif mirahh. sumpahhh! rindu tuu bulat nkk mampussss. & i plan to meet her up dis coming wednesday but den nort conferm yet. seeee how arhh.

mirahh was super down. & i confront her & asked her to be patience wif the surroundings & peoples arnd her. & everything happened wif a reason. so, cheer up okay dokie! ape2, just blang ako okay. we go throughh together2. & seriouslyy, ako rindu kao nyer kentuut cibs! hahahaha! & deep inside my heart, i miss juli truckloads. only god know how teribbly i miss her alot. its nort bcoz i dun care abt her anymore. i did care. i miss the 3 of us. i misssss hanging out with youu guyys, laughing lyke crazy ppl, i missss being playful when im wif youu guyys. youu guyys remembered when youu youu guyys spent a night at my hse. we goooo crazy. we cooook together. alot of memories we go throughh together. & i won't forget it. :D

& I know the reason why she dun want to invite us to her party. its bcoz we dun have boyfriend lyke her. its bcoz we dun have money lyke her. unlike her, she gort money. she gort boyfriend. she gort everything that makes her happy. sorry, im nort fuckiing jealous wif her. im happy wif the way i are. eventhoughh i dun have all dis, im still happy & smile all de wayy coz i believe in myself dat 1 dayy, i will be the happpiest person on earthhh. what important thing is, it comes from the heart.

syukk baby, yan & ham fetchh mie up at skul. sweet right them? hahahaha! appreciate it alot. thanks guyy eventhoughh it was just a short meet up. & i was super masaii & selekehh. sumpahh seyy. so guyys, meet up agaiin sooooon! :D && yan, thanks for the chocolate.

A friend of mine will be serving the nation soooonnn. he totally feel down. its lyke dier mcm nkk pegi jauhh gituuuu kan. hahahaha! chill lahhhhhh. &&& im totally tkk sabar nkk tgkk his rambut goneeeee. so, gd luckk tooo youuuu & take gd care of urself. & lastly, im gonna miss youu. dun 4get mie friend! :D

& i wanna watchh devdas again & again.

myy blog song is lyke soooo jiwang. i wanna change blog song tapii tkk tauu ape song. duhhhhh~

& i always felt hungry, hungry, hungry & hungry at the end of monthhh. & im gonna heading the gym at myy skul. sungguhhh tkk sabar. hahahaha! must exercise2. :D

i miss kampong alot. lyke seriously. maybe dis coming 9thh mayy or before dat, im goiing bckk to kampong as myy kakak sedare getting married & i will be staying dere for 3 days. im sure gonna had fun! ~weeeee. rewang! hahaha!

atin oh atin.

HINDUSTAN SONG;

2010-04-20T20:11:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i gort nothing to do & i decided to update my blog while listening to hindustan song. I had been sleeping late nowadays as i could nort sleep. is my insomnia coming bck? haixx. i had been talkiing on the fone wif myy loves one nowadays. && we shared alot of stories. right guyys? its really2 fun talkiing wif them. :D

i love myy mama alotttttttt. no one can replace her tauuuuuuuuuu. i dun want her to sick. i dun want her to think to muchh. i know yest she damn tired. dat whyy she scold2 mie for no reason. at times, i also being stubborn. never listen to wat she sayy. i also in a wrong toooo. i dun want to make mama cry again lyke in the past. im sorry mama if i used to make youu cry in the past. yahh, im really2 stubborn at that point of tyme. i never think abt your feelings & everitinkk. &&& i still remembered when youu were hospitalised at that point of tyme. i cry & cry seeing youu wif dat kind of state. thousand of werds playing on myy mind at dat tyme. i dun wishh to lose youuuuuu. even how hard it goes, youu still go strong. even sumtyme youu are sickk, youuu still werk & find money for us. i will take gd care of youuu & i dun wishh to see youu overworked. love youu, mama!

MY ALL! MY ALL! MY ALL! MY ALL!

i miss this two gereks friend of mine. they never failed to cheer mie up in skul wif their jokes. eventhoughh we just know eachh other, but we are already lyke sisters. i love youu girls alot. :D && i also miss hidayahh tooo but i dun have her photo. ): nvm, we shall share stories when we meet up. okay dokie? :D
mirahhh! sumpahhhh! ako rindu kao nkk mampusss. ako miss share stories ngan kaoooooooo. ): &&&& i gort alot of stories to tell youuuuuuu. i miss having slumber party ngan kao. i miss kao dtg umahh ako. i miss tdo kat umahhh kao. i miss kao tdo mcm babi kat umahh ako. hahahaha! i miss tgkk kao mkn byk2. i miss lepakk ngan kaoooo kat sun plaza with the resttttttttttt. i misssss naggggggggg kat kaoooo. i misssss tarikk kao pehh rambuttttttt. i missssssss gurauuuu senda ngan kao. hahahaha! i misss kaoooooo bodooooooooooo! ako tauuuuuuu prepaid kao low. sekiranye kao bace & dhh top, tlg sms ako yerrrrrrrrrr. ako nkk bebual ngan kao gunduuuuuuu! ako nkk tauuuu citer kaooooooooo. :D serious, myy perkataan dhhh mcm upside down.

atin oh atin.

TAKZIAH; ):

2010-04-18T21:42:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

Im nort sleepy! im nort sleepy! im nort sleepy! im nort sleepy! okay golek! :D

im afraid to fall for it.

atin oh atin.

LONG POST;

2010-04-16T22:01:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk wif updates. &&& dis will be a long post as i gort alot of things to pen down & everitinkk. i browse throughh myy old pics & i found is. look up* dis pic took when i was 16. tyme fleww soo fast. am i right? i miss myy short hair. i feel lyke cutting myy hair but den i dun know. nort sure of dat.

todayy, i met wif 2 of myy babyloves, dayahh & anna at dhoby ghaut. its been a few mths i last met them. miss them alot. we ate at LJS. as usual, i never finish the food up. :/ we talk & laughh lyke no one business. i can't imagine abt the motor thing. sungguhh kekek. hahahaha! kesian dayahh. kener bully. we talked abt everitinkk. mcm2 lahh. hahahaha! after eating, we walked arnd PLAZA SINGAPURA. &&& dere's something caught our attention. i really want that thing but i know i won't get or use it as its damn expensive. its damn beautiful somemore. kte geram jerkk tgkk tuu benda. btol tkk? after dat, proceed to ISTANA PARK. tempat yg uat mengantukk. hahahha! kte 3 dhh mcm udakk selenge. keep on yawning sume. cam ane tkk nantukk. the area is soo damn quiet. den we surf the net sume. hahahaha! anna sempat lagi tdo. mie & dayahh keep on surfing the net. checkk FB & everitinkk. den2, we decided to leave the place. took pics. anna! i want dat pic tauuuu. heee! supposinglyy, i shld meet aishah up at Dhoby ghaut also but she changed the plan. :/ den i need to travel all the wayy to wld just to meet her. && after dat, mie, anna & dayahh went to the COZWAE & went to the blue shop. after dat, went hm. thanks for the mitting up guyys. i love youu guyys alot! muaks! we shall meet up again okay? :D

abt aishah? im totally feel down just now. i tot she wanna gave mie a hug as its been awhile since we met. all this while, i had been listening to her prob. giving her advice & everitinkk. comfort her whenever she cryy. i had been patience & everitinkk. she will find mie when she need mie. when she don't need mie, she dun even find mie. && whenever i gort prob or feeling down, did she was there for mie? nope. she dun even cared. i did nort even sayy anitinkk. i dun even mind. i always told myself, if she's happy, im happy. let mie the one suffered as long myy besties happy. i love both of my bestie alot. &&& i dun expect all this to happened. whyy must all this happened? &&& there's another thing. abt her party. she never even want to invite us. its alright. i dun even mind. &&& its nort use for mie to be angryy. & i also tkk psal. && i know its nort use thinkiing abt someone lyke aishah. :/

my new hse are in renovation now. touching2 abit. some of the things in my hse had been shifting dere already. & onlyy the big things in myy hse. 24thh april is theeee tyme everitinkk will be moving out. && i can't wait for the new hse.

i wanna upload pics but than there sumthing wrong wif the usb. hmmmmph! sorry jade for makiing youuu waiting for the pics. will upload it soon okay? The best thing is abt the video, sungguhh kekek. hee!

Thanks guyys for cheering mie up & makiing myy day. i was abit down & everitinkk they said its true. thanks for the advice & everitinkk.

old pic of myy. when i was 17. i miss the old tyme.

atin oh atin.

SEEING PPL SAD; ):

2010-04-07T21:29:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im having migraine headache right now & i shall be sleeping after i updating my blog. i feel soo tired today. i dun know why. i dun talk much as in skul & at hm. everyone are lyke asking mie, are you okay? are you okay? im okay. its just dat i feel damn tired. dat why myy face loook soo tired and pale today.

class test been alright. & maybe did a careless mistake. :/ i dun know. &&& tomorrow will be meeting shidahh bestie. can't wait. goiing chinese garden since i finish skul early. so, why nort. can rest our mind. && must camwhore! must camwhore!

mirah bestie had been down nowadays. i felt sorry & sad for her. she felt lyke wanna cry when she talked to mie. i dun understand why must guys never be honest towards her. its always de same thing. &&& she kept asking mie, why must i get those kind of guyys?. maybe its dugaan utk kao beb. sabar alright? im sure 1 day, you can get muchh better guy than them. trust mie. youu still gort ur friends & everitinkk. even mie okay? cheer up! i just felt sad seeing my loves on sad lyke dis. sumpahhh, it made mie sad. ): &&& mirahh, i just miss de old youu. dats all.

Sumtyme, i wishh to be supergirl. to fly arnd the werld. to help those who are having prob. goiing away from those hurting werlds. how i wish i can be lyke dat. but den i know dat every prob we are facing are a test from allah.

things will never be the same.

atin oh atin.

IM PLAIN LAZY; :/

2010-04-04T00:28:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its been a long tyme since i last updated. i miss blogging but i gort no tyme & i gort alot of things to do & thinkk. right now, im soo tired, hungry plus sleepy. i need to studyy as on wednesday i gort test. luckily just now de lecturer gave us de example of exams paper. && assingment had been done. yessssarrr!~ onlyyyy have to print out sajeeee. skul had been great & i enjoyed every single dayy. :D &&&& youtube gave a prob. keep on error. cibs! duhhhhh~ why sey? why sey? dhlahh msn sot2. now youutube plak. mcm2 lahh. dehh. :/

i really can't wait on thursday. meeting shidahhh bestie & we are goiing chinese garden. yeah! yeah! can't wait bebey.

i gort alot of things to update but den i dun know where to start & everitinkk. i thinkk i shall update a lil bit of it.

im gonna miss this friendship alot.

&&&& i get to meet dude. fall in love wif hyme. hahahahhaa! 27thhh marchh~

atin oh atin.

UPDATE SOON;

2010-03-29T20:55:00.002+08:00

UPDATE SOON!

SICK; ):

2010-03-22T18:07:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

bckk wif updates. i did nort go to skul todayy as im on MC. sickk. ): && onlyy god know how i felt & de pain i had yest. i could nort take it anymore. so, atlast went to see doc. doc sayy i must have a gd rest. drinkk alot of plentyy. &&& for sure must eat porridge. yuckks~ sungguhh tawar. wat to do. just now sleep for awhile since i ate medicine just noww.

&& thanks to myy classmate, veron for concern abt mie & took de form for mie. && will be goiing hm late tommorow as we will be having group studyy. can't wait bebey. must catchh up de lesson dat i missed it just noww.

chatting wif dayahh syg. hahahha! crazyy ehkk kte. sot dot! sayang dayahh many2. :D

&&&& happy 17thh birthdayy anna syg! sorry for de late wishh. i hope youuu enjoyy ur dayy. smile2 always! :D &&& hopefully, we shall meet up soon okay? tc! :D

i just keep quiet but deep inside myy heart dat dere's dis feeling dat i can't avoid it. sumtyme i wishh to sayy it out but den its alright. maybe its meant to be kept it.

atin oh atin.

SCHOOL;

2010-03-17T18:59:00.005+08:00

hello readers out dere!

skul was great. wonderful friends arnd mie. classmates were soo great & fun but den totally exhausted & everitinkk. need to wake up arnd 5.45 everydayy. aiyayayaya! lesson start at 8.30 everydayy. studyy been alright. &&& i really2 need to studyy veryy hard to pass withh flying colours. dats wat im gonna do. must really2 believe myself. 2 subjects in every term. klao semuaaa subject dlm 1 term, makk aii~ i thinkk alot of subject to thinkk & studyy. &&& yahh, i did nort really active in MSN & FB nowadays due of skul. i will online when i came bckk from skul. tuuu pon sekejap. at night, i will nort be online. must really2 need to sleep. but den sleepy earlyy pon, feel sleepy. :/ lyke yest, sleep earlyy, de next dayy, sleepyy. hahahaha!

since todayy i finishh skul earlyy, i decided to accompanyy myy cute secondaryy classmate of mine, asrif to de NS thing at BUKIT MERAH. he need to defer his NS thing since he had been accepted to Higher nitec. congrats! eventhoughh im soooo tired & sleepy but den beiing a gd friend, i accompanyy hyme. lagipon im at queenstown. so, whyy nort accompany hyme kan kan? tol tk. tol tkk. after settled everitinkk abt de ns, we hail de taxi & stopped at JURONG EAST. Tooook de MRT & hm sweet hm. here i ammm. updating. ~weeeeee. sooo asrif, meet up ako sooon againn okay? hahahaha!

todayyy i shld meet up mirahhh bestie also near her hse but den im soooo tired plus myy batt low, soooooo i just straight went hm. i wanna top up for her but den i do nort know how to use dat payphone machineee. maybe tommorow meeting her up for de payphone thing. see how it goesss.

2 more mthss & a friend of mine gonna serve his NS. tyme fleww soo fast right? seriousslyy, its damn fast. i just wishh tyme go sloww.

im sorry if i update lyke tonggang langgang. hahahaha! myy mate was lyke kuyuu seyy. its just 7 plusss. aiyayayaya!

need to wait for mama & i off to sleep later.

will update soon agaiin.

atin oh atin.

MUST UPDATE;

2010-03-11T22:43:00.001+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its been a week i last updated. sorry soo muchh for de lackk of update. been MIA for 1 week dat tyme. hahahaha! && i changed blogskin. itchy hand. dat de whyy. burpppppp~ it means im totally full. i gort to eat Fillet Fishh. MAMA bought for mie. thanks mama! at last get to eat Fillet Fishh. kepunan kater kan. hahahahaha! MAMA, cook for mie spaghetti soon okay? i want to eat spaghetti plakk. miss your spaghetti youuu knoww. yumm yumm!

ohh yahh, i had been sleeping early nowadays. yesssar! hahahaha! gd improvement atin. skul will be starting soon. im excited plus nervoussss. too manyy things on myy mind. is it gonna turn good or bad? or is it gonna be fun or nort? i alreadyy received myy tymetable. wahhh! gonna be tired. everydayy skul start at 8.30. noww, i felt abit sleepy alreadyy. i cannot online late dat often. it was suchh a hot weather nowadays. &&& atlast yest rain. sedap tdoo. sejukk sajee. hee! smp tkk nkk bangunnn. :D

chatted wif FAREL just now. dat shortyy guyy. hahaha! kept on disturbing mie galahh & everitinkk. he wished to have reunion. i mean reunion wif his classmate. i also want seyy but unfontunatelyy dun have dehh for de ex student. i miss nasi briyani seyy. hahahaha!

&&& i miss dis lil boyy up here. dis tembam, naughtyy boyy. mintakk kener cubit. hahahaha! he alreadyy knows how to walkk seyy. dhh pandai jalan, den suke go sane sini. tkk lehh dudukk diam. hahahaha! sumpahh, veryy cute. rezkyy, cikk atin syg rezkyy tauu. muaks! muaks!
i thinkk i wanna sleep right noww. mate tkk lehh angkat. gdnyte! :D

atin oh atin.

NEED TO WAKE UP EARLYY;

2010-03-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

kinda bored right now. browsing thru FB onlyy. i have to wake up arnd 6.30 plus later as im goiing to de HDB wif MAMA & PAPA. &&& i dun know wat to wear later. aiyayayaya! mama, i realli2 need more clothesss. please! please! sumtyme im very fickle minded when it come to clothes. sumtyme wanna wear this lahh. where dat lahh. okay, hopefully i can wake up later. hahaha! mama, siram mie wif air okay? klao tkk lehh wake up. i know youuuu won't do dat. youu syg mie alot kan kan? hahahaha! full of crap siaa atin.

&& im having diarhorrea. correct or nort i spell ehk? hahahaha! since morning siaaa. myy stomachh damn bloody pain. cannot tahan dehhh. i went in & out of de toilet upteen tymes. tklehh terkireee. aiyayayaya! luckilyy gort minyakkkk & now i felt muchh better eventhoughh myy stomachh abit pain. all those shits at myy stomachh had alreadyy come out. hahahaha!

i watchhed cahaya just now. sumpahh, maken hari maken geram tgkk citer tuuu. mcm nkk cekik2 nenekk tuua tuuuu. jahat nkk mampus youu know. sanggup she did dat to her own grandchild. if i were satria & cahaya, i won't believe her werds. nenekk tuua tuu pandaii berlakon siaaa. depan step baek. belakang, mcm siakk. wat to do. dhh mmg director ckp, youu must berlakon lyke dis. lyke dat. hahahhaha!

an old friend of mine kol mie up yest. terperanjat youu know. hahahaha! he asked mie, where i had been MIA sume. sorry lahh. bukan im sombong or wat. youu shld know de reasooon. i alreadyy told youu yest. when i gort tyme someday or wat, we shall talked long2 okay okay? :D

i miss dis gerl up dere. i dun knoww where she gone tooo. ): i dun have her num & everitinkk. when i called her hse num, her familyy sayy, she did nort stayy dere anymore. im soo gunduuu siaaa. i go & terdelete her new hp number. aiyayayaya. padan muke mie. now, she's MIA. miss her alot sey sey. ): hopefully can bump her somewhere. insyallahhh.

icil divo group are super cute! :D

atin oh atin.

HALF DEAD;

2010-02-27T03:20:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i was alreadyy half dead now. i mean abit sleepy lahh sii. i will be sleeping after i update myy blog. & it a must. conference chatting wif myy secondaryy skulmates. sungguhh kecohh dierorg. mlm2 gini dierorg terlaluu hyper. overall, best skali. hee! too bad, mirahh bestie alreadyy offline dari tadi. hahahaha! maybe dier ngahh bebual wif ehem ehem. dat de why why.

went to de shop in de evening, & terserempakk wif dem. as in mirahh bestie, juli bestie & wati. talked & sit wif dem for awhile. alot of stories to catchh up but den i went hm ferst as myy bro did nort have de keyy. && they called mie up just to pester mie to go shop agaiin but den i was lazy. &&& later im gonna miss de fun. ): sorry guyys. perhaps another day. sumpahh, i sedihh youu knoww.

&& alot of things to settle. alot of things to kemas. aiyayayaya~ wat to do. bear till next mthh. after dat, dhh settled. internet connection being an asss~ sumpahh, irritating. keep on logging out & in. duhhhh~

&& mama alreadyy bought de tix. wuhoooo~ dude harlinoooo! otw okay. wait for mie. hahahahaha! thanks mama! mama all de wayy to geylang just now just to buyy de tix for us. :D

i miss myy short hair. hahahaha! gambr 2 years ago. bebssssssss! korg remembered tyme raye nie? hahaha! memories seyy. aishah bestie gort tell mie abt rufi. yer beb, ako mmg pityy hyme alot tooo. ako fikir2 alekk tentang hal dulu, mmg ako sedihh. ako tkk bersalahh seyy. but den nvm, i dun hold grudges on hyme. lyke wat kao ckp, karma. yes! its karma. wat goes arnd, wat comes arnd. i knoww he's lost right noww. yahh, mcm ane pon, dier tetap kwn kte. wat we can do is, gave hyme advices sume. hopefully dat will help hyme. :D

sleep! sleep! gd morn! :D

atin oh atin.

SETTLED!

2010-02-25T00:35:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i did went out just noww. went to queenstownn to settled something. afterwhichh went to aunt hse for awhile. todayy weather is soooo fucking hot. cannot tahan dehhh. half dead alreadyy sia halfwayy. luckilyy never fainted just noww. hahahaha! ate quite alot just noww but now still hungryy. aiseymann. perot ape siaaa nieee. always hungryy arnd dis tyme. aiyayayaya~ i change myy blogskin. pwehhh! at lasttt. godehh maha godehh. nkk dekat 2 jam godehh nie blogskin. kasi btol sume. to make it perfect kater kan. hahahaha! but den im abit satisfied wif myy blogskin. & i dun knoww wat tyme i shld be sleeping. been sleeping late nowadayys. nvm, dhh biaseee. :D

i felt sooo relieved as i alreadyy talked to juli. i can't denyy dat i miss her alot. i alreadyy advice her everitinkk & she had alreadyy realized bit byy bit. juli, ingat okay? theyy are nort worthh to be your friend. youu still gort us. im sorry if somehow myy werds hurt youu alot. i did all dat to make youu realized. when i heard your story, i felt damn sad. im glad youu found someone dat can take gd care of youu. gd luckk in youur lyfe juli! im happy if you are happy. :D once again, im sorry.

i watchh we are the world, haitti videooo. i love de song. & we shld give them support. let's prayy alot dat everitinkk will be alright for them. we are luckyy enoughh to have a hse, enoughh food to eat & everitinkk. as for them, they had nort been eating proper food. pityy those peoples especially those small kids & babies. can't bear to see them in dat kind of situation. how will their future be? haixx. it must be hard for them. hopefully they are strong & alright. amin. we are the world. we are the children. we are the ones who make a brighter dayy.

i dun knoww whyyy kak irahh need to angryy wif mie for no reason. atleast i alreadyy told youu earlier on dat i could nort make it. youu can't blame mie as its a last minute. i also dun knoww abt it awal2 lagi. nvm, i know youu are in a bad condition. dat why. its okay. i understand. talkk to mie if youu feel better.

i realli2 wanna see dude harlinoo. mama, make myy wishh come thruu. okay okay? totally a hard fan of hyme. especially part dlm citer cahaya. fuyoooo~ tkk lehh angkat acting nyerr. bikin guee caer. hahahaha!

i wishh i could be a super girl so dat i could flyy far2. hahahaha!

atin oh atin.

SLEEPING SOON;

2010-02-20T23:58:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i guess i will be sleeping soon. im soo tired todayy. :/ i hate when it comes to migrain. seriouslyy, nie kepale mintakk kener hentakk dekat tembokk. last 2 dayy, i gort migrain & i slept super earlyy. when i woke up, freshh tersgt2. de weird thing is, when i slept earlyy, i woke up late. when i slept late, i woke up earlyy. aiyayaya~ & now fb mcm siakk. super lagged & cannot open.

currentlyy chatting wif mirahh bestie for awhile. supposinglyy she shld pass mp3 to mie todayy but den she did nort replyy myy sms. :/ super angry youu know. hahahaha! den she just told mie dat her hp spoilt. alahaii. ane ako tauuu hp kao rosakk. bukan nyer kao nkkk called ako. kesian ako. smp tguu2. hmmphh! ohh yah beb, congrats for makiing to spa manangement in HN. im glad for youu. studyy veryy hard bulat! ilyy many many! heeeee! :D

im happy for myy bebs youu knoww. want to know whyy? bcoz all myy bebs gort skuls & job. im totally happy. && i will be starting skul on 15thh marchh. ~weee sungguhh happy youu knoww. must studyy very2 hard. never let myy bebs , friends, mum & all down. && ilyy many many guyys. dun worry, we shall meet up soon. okay okay? :D

yest talked on de fone wif syiqin dearest. i know how youu felt abit down todayy. chill alright? watever is it, cheer up! everitinkk will be alright dearest. :DD

nowadays, ari been asking abt myy whereabouts at FB. he kept tegur mie at FB. actually, i dun mind. lyke wat i told, i dun wishh to make enemyy wif hyme. lyke dat dayy, he told mie dat he regret of wat he did in de past. i ignore hyme as i dun wishh to rake up de past. wat past is past, i alreadyy forgive hyme. & im sorry. those past hurts mie alot. i just dun wishh to thinkk it anymore. ari, youu gort ur own lyfe. & i gort my own lyfe. i cannot accept youu anymore. FULLSTOP! if youu thinkk i still love youu, no, youu are wrong. i had alreadyy move on long tyme agoooo. since youu left mie 2 years agoooooo. dun worry, im strong since youu left mie. & im glad youu have change. so, gd luckk in everitinkk. :D

i believe friendship last long than relationship. 1 dayy, everyone will surelyy get happiness. hee! dun worry, sume akan bahagia & bertemuu jodohh masing2. chey chey! ;DD

i told shidahh bestie dat i dun mind. i ikhlas in everitinkk. youu can read myy mind ehk ehk? hee! i know youu wishh to see mie happy. yahh! dun worry, im happy. wif wonderful friends arnd mie, im happy. ; DD

atin oh atin.

MOOD! MOOD!

2010-02-14T22:39:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

~weee. just now went out wif mama to watchh movie. yahh, onlyy de two of us. accompanyy myy mum. kesian tauu dier. so, date wif myy mum lorhh. hee! myy lil broo went out. playy takraww. as usual lahh hyme. tkder lekat di rumahh. && de rest werking. we watchh myy name is khan. thumbs up for it! veryy nice movie. shah rukh khann~ myy heroooo. i dun know tommorow where shld i heading. i won't rott at hm tommorow. supposinglyy tommorow gort familyy picnic but den dun knoww arhh. nort yet conferm. kebanyakkan kener keje. :/

dat dayy talked on de fone wif mirahh bestie. shared alot of things. seriously seyy. kao uat ako ketawee tauu. tkk teringat2 psal boyy & yashh. hahaha! kekek abesss~ i won't forget those memoriess dat we haddd during secondaryy tymeee. see! see! ako dhh agakk dhh. mestii "dier" suke kat kao. hahaha! cara dier layan kao sume. its lyke soo obvious beb. lyke wat youu sayy to mie dat dayy. luckyy klao pompan kat luar sane dpt dier. wat youu sayy is true enoughh. tkk senang nkk dpt lelaki seperti dier tauuu. so mirahh, klao ader jodohh tidakk kemane kemane. wahhhh~ 6 years plus youu know hyme beb. i know everitinkk tauuu since sec 1 youu knowww. watever ur decision for ur upcoming future, i will always support youu. remember dat beb. :DD

im sorry juli. its nort bcoz i dun care abt youu anymore. i did care abt youu deep inside myy heart. i miss youu alot youu knoww. how can i dun miss youuu. im sorry if i ignored all ur call & sms. i just wishh youu to realize 1 precious thing in youur lyfe. dat is your grandmaaa. i know dat youu told mirahh dat i forget abt youu alreadyy. de truthh is, im veryy dissapointed wif ur reaction all dis while since youu friend wif thoseee "11 sisters" when youuu are into trouble, do youu thinkk deyy will help youu? no, i dun thinkk soo. seee, deyy make up stories abt dat incident. in de end, kao yg kener. whyy are youu in dat place in de ferst place. i pityy youu alot but den when i thinkk bck, youu deserved dat bcoz youu dun use ur brain. youu are realli2 stupiddd. yahhh, i thinkk dis is de last tyme i talk to youu abt dis to make youu knockk sense. tuu antare kao nkk dgr atauu tkk. im gonna sayy de truthh. infront of youuu. tuu hakk kao klao kao nkk saket ati atuu tidakk. when i sayy all that, i alreadyy done myy part as ur bestieee.

i hope it's nort late. happy valentinesss dayy to those who celebrated it. && chinese new year for those chinese ppl out dere.GONG XI FA CAI! :DD

&& happy 20thh birthhdayy to myy friend, mohammad firdausss bin eliasss. smile2 always & hope ur wishh come thruuu! :D

anna! i miss youu too! && i miss dayahh tooo!

shidahh bestie! im glad youu get a job. hee!

atin oh atin.

SWIMMING;

2010-02-09T00:19:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i shall update since syiqinn dearest asked mie to update. pardon mie if i dun update dat frequentlyy. im totally lazy eventhoughh i gort alot of things to update as in myy lyfes & everitinkk.

okayy, on sundayy i went to swimming wif cuzzins at jurong. its a last minute plann. kak ain sms mie up arnd 2 plus & i had nort even took a bathh. so, i quicklyy rushed to de toilet. && get myself readyy. it took mie abt 1 hr plus to get readyy everitinkk. i asked myy uncle & all to take mie & myy lil bro. && dey reached arnd 3 plus lyke dat. den we reached jurong arnd 4 plus. quicklyy changed & everitinkk. b4 dat, went to eat ferst since im soo hungryy. ate hotdog. auntyy cook hot dog & dats alreadyy enoughh for us. && de 4 angles loved to eat & enjoyy it alot. we end our dayy arnd 7 plus nearlyy to 8. alot of ppl alreadyy goiing hm while we still washing ourselves up. everitinkk settled arnd 8 plus. && reached hm arnd 9 plus nearlyy to 10 lyke dat. sooo tired but afterall i enjoyed myself. &&& papa beiing an irritating~ kept calling mie for no reason. ~duhhhh. i felt lyke throwing myy fone awayy at dat point of tyme. below are de pics. onlyy upload some. more on FB.

epin sms mie up yest since he wants mie to hear his let out as he just broke up wif his gf. i called hyme upon reading his sms & i can see dat he's totally down. as a friend, i was dere for hyme as i dun wishh to see myy friend sad. he cried when he let out everitinkk to mie. i was quite shocked bcoz epin is a strong guyy from wat i know hyme for de past 3 years. i pityy hyme alot. i know he sacrifice alot for his gf & everitinkk. i understand how he feel. as a friend, i just help hyme wat i can. byy giving hyme advice & everitinkk. i hope he felt muchh better now. every relationship dere's always up & down. he used to help mie alot in de past & now its myy turn to help hyme. so epin, just be patience alright? im sure all your friends are here for youu. rain or shine. cheer up dude!

valentines coming. anyone wanna date? hahahahaha! okay, im just jokiing. for mie, valentine dayy is a normal dayy for mie. nothing special. im sure on that day itself, i saw someone buyy flower for his/her couple. wuhoooo~ conferm romantic. when will be myy turn ehk ehk? hahahaha! kuuu sudahh berangan dating same pelakon indonesia tuuu. sape name nyer, dude harlino & andhika pratama. ~weeee! in myy dream saje.

&&& on valentine is myy friend birthdayy youu knowww. i disturb hyme. asking hyme tkk go date? den he sayy, tkk lakuu. hahaha! i told hyme dun sayy lyke dat lahh. ane tauu berderet2. okay, i miss hyme. tkk slhh kan rindu kwn. tol tk? tol tk? how i wishh to buyy for hyme sumthing for his birthdayy. hmmm, maybe i just wishh hyme. if he happy, im happy. :DD

jom goo genting lagii. tkk puas deyy~

atin oh atin.

MAYBEEEEE;

2010-02-02T22:20:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

as i promised, i shall update okay okay? let's summarise wat i did last few dayys. ermmm, nothing muchh. some dayy slackk at hm. some dayy went out. boring lyfe shld i sayy. aiyayaya. right now, im thinkking of wat decision i shld made. thanks to myy beloved friends for giving mie support to watever decision dat i made. && todayy i gort no appetite to eat. i dun know whyy. lyke suddenlyy gituu. i love to eat & eventually eating is myy FAV but den todayy, :/ nvm, just 4get abt it.

talking abt kampong, i miss kampong alot. i miss everyone at dere. ):
i miss meeting up wif myy bebs. i miss conf msn wif myy bebs. i miss talkiing late night at msn wif myy bebs. i miss everitinkk. ): i understand deyy are bz. && if we are nort bz, we meet up okay okay?

i read syiqin dearest blog. thanks dear for de sweet update abt mie. (: watever happened, im here for youu too! :D

wah! im soo emotional. :/

atin oh atin.

WATS UP?!

2010-01-31T00:56:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i will have a proper update later. promised!

~I love you. I love you not because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. I love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who I really am. You make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. I can tell you absolutely everything and I know you will listen. And you're one of my best friends. But I will keep all of this to myself because I love you, but you do not love me...I wish that I could make you love me, but I cannot. That is why these words will be forever lost in my memories, never to be spoken aloud: I love you.

atin oh atin.

ITS TYME TO UPDATE;

2010-01-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk wif updates since i gort nothing to do. so, whyy nort update kan kan? hee! myy days been alright & everitinkk. i was soo fickle minded over blogskin. i wanna change it but den dun knoww ehkk. lagipon non of de blogskin attracts mie. so, just stayy wif dis blogskin. maybe sooon i will tryy to change it. if nort lazyy lahh.

currentlyy chatting wif shidahh bestie & syiqin dearest. its been a long tyme we had a chat at MSN. tol tkk beb? shidahh bestie having course & im glad abt it. heeee! im happy for her tauu. ;DD

aishah bestie had been MIA. dun know where she is now. i heard she had de hosp noww. && she had nort been eating a proper meal for de past 1 week. haixx. soo worried seeing her lyke dat. we tried our hard to help her byy giving advice but she soo stubborn. aiyahhh. i just want her to concentrate on her studyy & dun thinkk too muchh over dis. i understand how she felt tapii tkmuu smp seksa diri sendiri. its nort goood. she will sickk after dat.

yest mirahh bestie came to myy hse & we slacked. as usual, stories tyme. hahaha! mama cook for us mee hoon goreng. yummy yummy! thanks mama! den, arnd 9 plus sent mirahhh hm. ohh yahh, ari had FB lahhh. i told mirahh abt it & she sayy, kecohh pehh. hahaha!

abt de thought when i get to know dat he had fb? hmmmm, i dun hate hyme. it just dat i felt hurt abt wat he said & do to mie in de past. i dun wishh to make enemyy wif hyme. since he wanna chat or tokk to mie, just go ahead. i dun mind. i dun lyke to revenge. i hope he will change & be a better person. amin.

loook uppp~ abg peonnnnn, myy beloved abg sedare. everyone calling hyme abg peon. weird name kan kan? hahahaha! dari kecikk kte sume panggel dier abg peon. yest chatted wif hyme since kte duaa burung hantuuu. tklehh tdooo. hahaha! so, apelagi kan. chat lahhh. ;DD

ku tak percaya
kau ada disini
menemaniku di saat dia pergi

sungguh bahagia
kau ada disini
menghapus semua
sakit yang kurasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang kupasrahkan
menambah kasih...

kusuka dirinya
mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin
kau menjadi milikku

kau pernah menjadi
menjadi miliknya
namun salahkah aku
bila kupendam rasa ini...

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang pasrahkan
menambah kasih

kusuka dirinya
mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin
kau menjadi milikku

kau pernah menjadi
menjadi miliknya
namun salahkah aku
bila kupendam rasa ini...

kusuka dirinya
mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin
kau menjadi milikku

kau pernha menjadi
menjadi miliknya
namun salahkah aku
bila kupendam rasa ini...

can't sleep! as usual. syiqin dearest pon tkk lehh sleep. kan kan? hee!

atin oh atin.

EMOTIONAL;

2010-01-17T22:50:00.003+08:00

hello reader out dere!

i thinkk dis blogskin is perfect than de previous one. as in muchhh better. im nort into myself dis feww dayys. but den nvm, shall nort elaborate more on it. its just dat i thinkk too muchhh. dats all. i dun know whyy i miss blogging soo muchhh. i onlyy update myy blog 1 tyme for 7 dayys. wahhh! im soooo bloodyy lazyyy siaaaaa. now onlyy week i dun update. i thinkk sooon or sooner for mthhhhs. whooo noesss kan kan. as youuu can see, i update onlyy on sundayy. byk2 hari, on sundayy i update. hahaha!

okayy, i wanna skulll soooon. omggg~ i misss skuling sooo muchhhhh. mama told mie, if i could nort make it to ite den i shld take diplomaaa courses. dats sound great. i told mama dat im willing to learnnn. i promise mama, i will studyy hard. i won't let youuu down mama. :DD

cousin, we all love & trust youuu alot. when i heard all those kind of thing, im totally dissapointed wif youuu. whyy must youu did dat? i know youuu are having a crisis problem & i understand youu alot. im here to help youuu to overcome all dis prob but den youuu urself did dat. *disssspointeeed* i just wishh youu realized ur mistakes. dats all. mcm org kater, biar menyesal skrg, jgn menyesal kemudiaaaannn.

mie & mirahh bestie wasss sooo damn shocked to hear dis newwwws. newsss tergemparrrr~ aiyayaya. seriouslyy, if it were trueee, we won't masukk campur anymore. we alreadyy advice her alot of tymes but still, she did nort change. still de same. now, wat can we do? she won't even listen. mcm org kater, masukk telinga kanan, kuar telinga kiri. && i totally pityy her nenekk. sume nenekk dier kener tanggguunggg. i dun know whyy she sooo damn bloody stupid. seriouslyy, bodohh nkk mampus. tkk akaii otakk nyer org. i thinkk binatang pon tauu ane nkk beza kan yg baekk atauu burukk. haixx. seriouslyy, malas nkk layan org yg tkk nkk dgr kate. we alreadyy did our job to advise her sume. skrg kao nyer psal okay? hidup kao. tkk amekk tauuuu lagiii. kao nkk tergolekkk ker atauu ape, go ahead darl.

syiqin dearest. i know its nort easyy for youuu. just be patience & strong alright? anitinkk, must tell mie tauu tauu. if youu feel lyke letting out ape2, just kol mie up alright?

i miss alot of ppl right nowwww.

atin oh atin.

UPDATING AT MYY BLOG;

2010-01-10T15:30:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

atlast i get to update. i change everitinkk. myy blogskin lahh. font size lahh. it toook abt 1 hr to godeeehhh2 everitinkk. phewwww! at last bebey! okayy, i decided to sign up a new twitter since myy old twitter i dun know whyy must access de RS FEED ape ntahhh but nort now. sooooonerrrr. tu pon if gort tymeeee. mcm best gituuu tgkk org maen twitter. heeeee! de last tyme i update last sundayy. wahhh! 1 week had passstttt. de skin in myy blogskin is temporarry. maybe as im totally bored wif myy previous skin. yalahhh, its beeeen mths since i last change. klao dulu, im sooooo rajin too change all dis kind of stuff. but nowwww, aiyoooo. veryy malas. tkk lehh harap langsung wanna change dis. VERY RARELY!

lyfe been alright but nowadayys ntahh ehkk. moodyyy & sickkk mooood. &&& yahhh, been bz wif de hse stuff & everitinkk. i will be shifting hse maybe arnd marchh or at de end of april. insyallahhhhh. klao tkder pape halangan. im soooo gonna miss dis hse alott. alot of memoriessss. de ferst tyme when i step dis when i was 10 yrs old. primaryy four till now. wif those wonderful friends at sembawang. im sooooo gonna miss youuu guyys tooooo. we had grown up together till now. remember those moments we hang out together, we playy playground together, playy catching & hide & seek together. especially SUN PLAZA. hahahaha! de place i always go to buyy things & ape2 yg patut.

i dun know wats happening to mie yest. halfwayy playing comp & suddenlyy migraine occur. its lyke upside down arnd mie. haixx. i offline earlyy & went to sleep as i could nort take it anymore. mirahh bestie sms mie up but i replyy her halfwayy since i could nort take it anymore. && yahhh, sorry beb. she shared sumthing and asked mie to give myy opinion. myy opinion is, i thinkk he love youuu alot & he dun wishh to lose youu. && dis tyme he tryy to show youu everitinkk. his careness & concern. we also dun know wats on his mind & heart. mcm ako blang kao, watever happened, dun trust tooo muchhh. just go on de flow alright?

supossinglyy dat dayy i shld went to visit shidahh bestie's dad but den i could nort as im nort feeling dat dayy. sorry abt dat dayy bebs. insyallahh ur dad will recovered. dun worry aites! be strong! :D

okay okay, let's sayy congrats toooo myy dayahh syg for her new relationship. dayahh syg, last long alright? korg sweet2 sgt. hee! im happy for yahhh. duunn sad2 anymore okay? watever happened, i won't forget dayahh & anna syg &&&& especiallyy de babyloves. i won't forget youuu guyys okayy! :DD

imyt syiqinnn. heeee! its been awhile we had our longest conversation. must studyy realli2 hard okay okay? dun stresss2! :DD

tommorow im goiing to attend sumthing. hopefully everitinkk went smoothlyy. insyallahhh. :DD

believe in urself. it dosen't matter how it takes.

atin oh atin.

NORMAL UPDATE;

2010-01-03T22:47:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i know its been a feww weeeks since i had a proper update. im plain lazyyy to update dis dustyy blog of mine. ferst of all, once agaiin happy new year guyys! hope 2010 will be a better year of us. if youu guyys were asked mie wats myy resolution. dere's alot of thing dats on myy mind & everitinkk. 1 thing for sure dats on myy mind is, i wanna go bckk to skul as i miss skuling alot. tommorow start skul for ite's, secondaryy, primaryy & everitinkk. wahhh! veryyy2 jealous when all myy friends start skuling tommorow. whereas for mie? stayy hm. yahh, best lahh part can bangun lambt but den i prefer skuling. still remember when im in secondaryy. can feel de nervousss when i wanna start skul de next dayy. conferm at night cannot sleep2. hahaha!

yest i met up mirahh bestie since she wanna go to madinah to eat. && bothhh of us ate roti johnnn. kedebakk kedebukkk, went off nearlyy 8 PM & den went off to myy hse. slackk & slackkk. mirahh went hm 12 AM from myy hse. :DD

congratulations to sezairi sezali for becoming our 3rd singapore idol. i know dere's alot of racist issue abt hyme beiing de singapore idol. wats up wif dat? afterall he's talented & we voted for hyme bcoz of TALENTED. nort MALAY. get it? gd luckk for NS & ur upcoming future. ignore wats ppl gonna sayy. :D

dayahh syg! sorry late replyy. heee! youu know i was plain lazyyy. if i know dat tyme youu went to MARINA BARRAGE, conferm dhh jumpe ehk ehk. haixx. ): mungkin tkder jodohh kte mauu berjumpe di sane.

shidahh bestie! be strong aite.

update agaiin soon!~

atin oh atin.

HAPPY 18THH BIRTHDAYY MIRAHH;

2009-12-24T13:03:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

ferst of all, i wanna wishh dis gerl up dere happyy 18thh birthdayy. semoga panjang umor & murahh rezekii. love yahhh! thanks mirahh for de everitinkk. since secondaryy, she never failed to cheer mie up & beiing dere for mie. even thoughh we always quarrelled withh some misunderstanding. we always learned to forgive & forget to eachh other. we know dat we can't be apart & we treasured dis friendship alot. mirahhh, always remembered dis. i won't forget those memories dat we went thruuuu since secondaryy. && dats including juli. even how far we are, i won't forget it. once agaiin, thanks for helping mie when im in doubt & trouble. :DD

how i wishhh i could be a supergirl. how i wishhh i could flyy to every of myyy besties/ bebs/girlfriends hse to help dem whenever deyy are in a doubt. how i wishhh. dere always up & down in it. deep inside myy heart, i feel sad whenever i see youu guyys sad & everitinkk. even how far i am, but den deep inside myy heart, youu guyys are closed towards mie. wat i can sayy is, be strong wif those obtacles dat are coming!

christmasss! christmasss!

friend, im glad abt your result. im happy for youu. :DD

atin oh atin.

DUSTYY BLOG;

2009-12-23T00:37:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk yahhh! heeeee! i know myy blog had been dustyyy. its been week i last update. i had fun at dere. alot of funnnnnnnnn. && de sad thing is, i lost myy sim card. ): i dun know where it gone tooo. i miss myy sim card alot. its been 5 years i used dat number & alot of memories in it. && alot of myy contacts had gone tooo. onlyy some had been saved at myy hp. i alreadyy bought a new sim card on sundayy dat dayy. for those who had nort received myy new number, please asked for it alright?

for de past 1 week, i had been goiing to KL & genting highland wif myy cousins & all. its totally funnnn. i saw some familiar faces at dere but den i forget their name. so, just smile at dem. from morning till night. sume tkk reti nkk alekk. hahahaha! && de most hillarious part is, when we saw our uglyy faces at dis screen after we played games. satuu2 muke tkk perluu. ader muke terkejut. ader terngaagaaa besar2. hahahaha! &&& i was sooo phobia of takiing lift after dat incident. mie & myy cousins were locked inside de lift. imagine its all blackkoutt. tkk nampkk satuu benda pon. && all of us were soo damn panicked. luckilyy we can open de lift door. if nort, i dun know wat to sayy anymore. we all quicklyy rushed out of dat lift. den de next dayy, we round2 at KL. apelagii, shopping. but den i did nort buyy soo muchh things. i onlyy boughttt shoes & shawl. myy intention is to buyy clothes but nothing caught myy attention. thanks all myy cousins/families & everyone for makiing myy dayy & everitinkk. ilyy all of youuuuuu! ;DD

thanks mama for buyiing watchh for mieeeee.

i miss myy friends/bebs/babyloves & all soo muchhhh. ): its been awhile since we last met. && im nort sure when we shall met. hopefully sooon.

wat i want for christmasssss? jeng jeng! hahahaha! okayy, crap.

whoooooo's birthdayy comiing sooon ehk ehk? NURAMIRAHH BINTE HUSSEIN; 1 more dayy.

thanks to shidahh bestie & syiqin for takiing care of myy fishville, facebook & tagged when im awayy. i appreciated dat alot. thanks guyys! muakkkkssss! :DD

atin oh atin.

HIATUS SOONNNN;

2009-12-10T18:24:00.008+08:00

hello readers out dere!

alot of upcoming december babies comiing uppp. hee! :DD

will be bckk soon! stayy tuneesss!

okay okay, happy 28thhh birthdayy to tauufikk batisahh. semoga panjang umor yer yer! youu will always be myy idol. love yahh! :DD

atin oh atin.

2 DAYS STRAIGHT;

2009-12-06T13:31:00.001+08:00

hello readers out dere!

ferst of all, i wanna thanks syiqiin dearest for sparing youur tyme to update myy blog. hee! once again, thanks yahh! :DD i know its been days i had nort been updatiing myy blog. im plain lazyy & i dun know wats to update dis past few dayys. myy otakk totally blankk~ hahaha! okay okay, now i gort alot of things to share & everitinkk.

i had fun dis past 2 days. dat is todayy & yest. yest went to botanic garden wif shidahh bestie. if aishah bestie nort werkiing, she can alreadyy follow. but too bad, she's werking. so, onlyy de 2 of us. part we bothh bz, aishah off. part aishah werking, we bothh free. see see! always lyke dat. terbalekk. nvm, next tyme okay babes? dis week, im free on weekend. weekdays im totally nort free as bz wif de hse thiing. so, im available on weekend. klao on weekdayys, im unavailable for dis week. hahaha! ;DD

yest outiing cock up as planned. its raining cats & dogs && we could nort camwhore dat muchh. sudahhh semangat2 gi sane, skali hujann. ~duhhhhh. kecewaaaa sgt2. onlyy a few picss. &&& we waited & waited for de rain to stop but still de same. ~duhhhhh. && our stomachhh kept on grumbling as we dun ate since morn. sungguhh lapar nkk mampus. so, we decided to go to plaza singapura for lunchh cum breakkfast. backk & fro, we toookk cab as we dun wishh to lost our wayy. ohhh yer yer, alot of mat sallehh & foreigners yg hansem2 sgt at dere. hahaha! deyy are veryy friendlyyy lagii. cucii2 mate sajeeeeeeeeee. ;DDD okay okay, bckk to de stories. we reached plaza singapura & de ferst one we did is to serangggg aishah as she's werking at dere. she's totally bz at dat point & we decided to eat at LONG JOHN SILVER. den den, dhh kenyang2, we serang aishah lagi. its weekend. so, dere's alot of customer. so, we understand understood. & we made our wayy out. went to dis fashion shop. alot of nice2 clothes. sungguuuhhh cantekkk2. i feel lyke buyiing all those clothes. hahaha!

on dat period of tyme, i felt so tired & sleepyyy of goiing out dayy long. den, we decided to go home. :DD

&& todayy, i met mirahh bestie & her mummm. we share alot of stories & everitinkk. her mum veryy2 cute. ;DD sorry ako tkk lehhh pegi psal chalet on de 11thhh. i realli2 hope i could make it tapi tapi clashhh on de wrong date. i will meet you up after i came bckk okayy? insyallahh. ;DD

i onlyy upload 1 photo since im totally lazyy to upload all.

i heard sumthiing from mirahh bestie abt juli bestie. 1 werd, dissapointed. seriouslyy, dissapointed. after i heard all those things, i feel embarrassed wif all those situation. && yahh, i feel embarrassed. we tryy our best to advice & treat her veryy nicelyy but dat either won't werkk. juli bestie, wat we want to do for you so dat it knockk ur sense? you are realli2 stupid gerl dat i known. veryy2 stupid. if anitinkk happened to youu agaiin or wat, i won't help you anymore. enoughh is enoughhh. you had gone too far.

*LOOK UP* ITS DIS GUYY BIRTHDAYY; HAPPY 18THH BIRTHDAYY FIQOUU; SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR & MURAHH REZEKI YER YER; come bckk soon~ we, bby loves alreadyy miss youuu alot! (:

on wednesdayy supposinlyy shld be for our babyloves outiing but den i could nort make it on dat dayy. &&& dis weekk on weekdays, im nort free. dis week on weekend onlyy im free. nvm bbyloves, next tyme alright? hopefully everyone could make it for de next outiing. ;DD anna syg! get well soon yahh! (:

too excited for dis week!

friend, i know you are nort feeling well; get well soon alright?

atin oh atin.

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2009-12-04T00:38:00.002+08:00

YO!!alrite syiqinn here,im updating sis atin blog for her.since she donno wat to update.currently im otp wif her n updating her blog for her.multi task huh ?hees.^^okay2,i myself donno wat to blog.bye bye!

p.s:Sis be strong,i knw u miss ur fren

BCK! BCK!

2009-11-30T21:36:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

weee~ im bckk! im bckk! im here to update since i had nort been updating for a few days. myy dayys been alright & fun even its just a short trip. i totally enjoyy myself. withh them arnd, i feel secure & deyy never failed to make mie smile every seconds & minutes. thanks alot! thanks alot! hee! ;DD

yest mirahh bestie kol mie up & we talked lyke dere's tommorow. i miss her truckloads. its been a while since we gossip2 & share stories. alot of things we share. those secondaryy dayys. miss those dayys. hee! && yahh, her birthdayy is next mthss & let's see wats gonna happen. ~weeeeee. must meet her up real2 soooooooonnnnn whichh is next mthh. okayy bulat? hahaha!

ohh yahh, fiqou birthdayy is comiing soon & unfortunatelyy he's nort in singapore for his birthdayy. he goiing to indonesiaaaa. jgnnn lupe olehhh olehhh yer yer? hahaha! dis wednesdayy, myy baby loves planned to meet up for fiqouuu advance birthdayy. its been a long tyme since i last met myy baby loves. its been 1 mths alreadyy. rindu mereka sgt2. ): & i dun know whether dis comiing wednesdayy i conferm or nort. && yahh, been bz wif de hse things. aiyayayaya!

i miss de old juli bestie. for goodnees, please change. seriouslyy, i can't bear to see you lyke dis. c'mon, we had been friends for 6 years. i appreciated every single things you did to mie for the past feww years. i never hated you or wat instead i felt pityy towards you of wat happened to youu all dis while. how i wishh i could help you but den if moneyy? even im lackk of moneyy. im sorry for nort beiing dere for youu dat often. even im nort dere for youu but den deep inside myy heart, i care abt youu. i dun wishh to see you suffered abt those ass guyys out dere. pleasee julii. thinkk wiselyy & properlyy. i know its ur own lyfe & you can did anitinkk youu want. i know i can't force youu in everitinkk but den atleast pityy ur grandma. pleaseee change.

talked on de fone wif shidahh bestie yest & slept 2 plus AM in de morn. its about _________ beb, i know you miss hyme & care abt hyme alot. i understand how youu felt. it takes tyme in everitinkk. i know its been hard for youu. i know dat. be strong & patience alright? i know you can do it.

later will be conf wif aishah & shidahh bestie. myy babes!

gd luckk for those who are takiing their exams especiallyy dayahh syg. tkmu sad2 alright? i know you can do it. believe in urself. all ur friends are there for youu. :DD

friend, good luckk for ur exam too! even we rarelyy contact lyke we used too but den deep inside myy heart, i will always remembered abt youuu.
i gort tons of pics to upload but den im veryy de lazyy. lazyybum! will upload if im nort lazyy. insyallahh. heee! :DD

forgetting someone we lyke/love is lyke remembered someone we dun know.

atin oh atin.

SUPER DOWN;

2009-11-25T17:31:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i just woke up from myy lala land just now. feeling2 dead beat & decided to take a nap just now. how can i nort sleepyy. i woke up arnd 9AM in de morn when i slept arnd 5AM in de morn. onlyy gort 5 hrs of sleeping. talked on de fone wif shidahh bestie since de bothh of us were too hyper & can't sleep. now, i had menses & i can feel de cramps. wahh! saket sgt2. plus de stomachh ache i gort too. double double de pain. wat to do. just bear wif it for de few dayys & it gonna be alright.

nowadays, im damn super super down. even i was laughiing non-stop but den deep inside my heart, im super down. he dun know how i feel. whenever i start a conversation wif hyme, he will replyy mie one byy byy. he dun know how i feel on dat particular dayy when he did dat. i tryy myy best in everitinkk. am i wrong? did i sayy de wrong thing? ):

i think dats all i shld update.

will update soon yahh.

tc guyys!

atin oh atin.

SELAMAT PENGANTIN ARU! :DD

2009-11-19T22:55:00.005+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i decided to blog since im bored. veryy de boriing. decided to change skin but den none of de skin attract mie. hmmphh! day byy dayy, de weather are soo cooling. suke sgt2. klao tdo, sedap nie nie. yest, talked on de fone wif dearest syiqiin again since de bothh of us can't sleep lyke again. insomnia. hee! slept arnd 5 AM lyke dat. :DD

i dun know whyy todayy i felt teribblyy restless & thirstyy. i kept drink alot of water. de good mood are gone bit byy bit. && moodswing gonna come soon. aiyahhh! i totally hate when it comes to moodswing.

hari raye haji will be comiing soon. i will be goiing to kampung b4 hari raye haji. onlyy for 2 to 3 days. i heard all myy cuzzins will be bckk & i dun know if its true or nort. just wait & see. :DD

*look up* its denyy. his lyke myy brother. i treated hyme lyke myy own brother. he just married yest. && im here to wishh hyme selamat pengantin aruu yer yer. all de best wif ur lyfe alright? take good care of ur wife & dun fool arnd anymore okay okay? i trust you on dat. im sorry dat i could nort make it to ur wedding as it was damn far. wat can i do is, wishh you thruu here. thanks for those advices you used to gave it to mie last tyme. thanks for askiing mie to be strong wif de situation dat i had wif ari b4. i appreaciate everyy single of it. eventhoughh you are ari bestfriend, i never hated youu at all whereas im blessed to have you as myy brother. you helped mie quite alot alreadyy. i dun know how to repayy ur kindness. once again. thanks & all de best brother! wif god willing, mie & mirahh bestie shall meet you up 1 dayy :DD

i miss everitinkk. ):

atin oh atin.

OUTING!;

2009-11-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its tyme to update. ~weee. its been days i last updated. i love todayy weather. sungguhh sejukk. hee! todayy stayy at hm de whole dayy. sleep & sleep saje. yest talked on de fone withh dearest syiqinn since de bothh of us could nort sleep. slept arnd 5 plus AM. bagus fatin. amalkan slalu yer yer. ;DD

i had fun wif myy babes, aishah & shidahh dat dayy. its realli2 fun. ESPLANADE, MERLION & PLAZA SINGAPURA. at ferst, met up wif shidahh. && we camwhored at MERLION & ESPLANADE. de bothh of us dhh mcm tourist. hahaha! dhh mcm orang indonesia. after dat met up wif aishah at PLAZA SINGAPURA since she werkk dere. its been mths since i last met her. rindu sgt2. dhh jumpe, gave eachh other a hugged. aishah onlyy had 45 minutes breakk. so, we went to have our so called lunchh cum breakkfast at LONG JOHN SILVER. I & shidahh were damn starving since we had nort eaten since morning. kebuluuuurrr abes. hahahaha! aishah treated us. thanks alot beb! laen kali ako nyer turn plakk blanje kao. okay okay? so, we camwhored at long john silver. sempat kan kan? hee! dengan muke masai kte. half muke lahh. sungguhh kekek. kesian shidahh. aru nkk amekk fries & nkk makan, skali kener amekk gambr. we took alot of pics but den for mie, its still nort enoughhh. hahaha! im damn lazyy to upload photo throughh here but den i alreadyy upload at facebook. for more photos, look throughh at myy facebook. okay okay? :DD

dayahh syg & anna syg, meet up soonnnnn. sooonnnn okay okay? dayahh syg, gd luckk for ur presentation alright? im sure you can do it. :DD

thanks for everitinkk guyys. i love you guyys alot. eventhoughh our friendship had gone alot of ups & down but i know dere's a reason in everitinkk. youu guyys are realli2 mean alot to mie. watever is it, let's forgive & forget. :DD

dayy byy dayy, i miss you alot, friend. i know you are bz.

atin oh atin.

OUT!

2009-11-15T01:22:00.012+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its tyme to update. its been dayys since i last updated. latelyy, i had been out. tired plus having fun. && yahh, i will be realli2 bz wif those upcomiing stuffs ahead. alot of things to be settled & do. will be shifting hseeee sooon; now, under processing. maybe to woodlands; errrr, just wait & see okay okay?

ferst stop, i went to bugis followed byy 2 jemputan at dover & choa chu kang. ate quite alot till i bloated. hee! alot of delicious food. i can't just resist of it. hahaha! mcm ane badan kuu tkk naekk. asyikk mkn saje. okay okay, i saw alot of familiar faces. one of dem was myy tagged friend. i forget his name. he shouted myy name & sayy hello. den i sayy hello bckk. his friends smile at mie. den i smile bckk. all his friends are soo familiar too tapii dimane ehk ehk? hahahaha! alot of hot2 heat. cuci mate lahhhhh apelagiiii. watever is it, satuu org saje dihati guueeee. cheyy! hahaha! mcm paham saje. hahaha!

i miss mama! mamakuuuu! cpat pulang lahh dehhh. anakk2 muuu merinduii mu skali. ): mama went to outstation for her werkk. how i wishh i can followed her. duuhhhh~ cpat pulang okay okay? atin mauuuuu kisssss & pelukkk mama nie. ;DDDD wahh! sunyiii pehh rumahh without mama. if nort, she suke nag2 tau tau tau ;DD

last few dayys, epin & iskandar sms mie up but den i onlyy replyy their sms halfwayy. sorry yahh guyys. nort bcoz lazyy to entertain but den its lyke im nort in a good mood. once agaiin, sorry guyys! ;DDD

NAZZ! where had you been MIA? i miss youuu lahh gunduuu! hahahaha!

dat dayy, i dream sumthing. i told mirahh bestie abt it & she laughh her ass. kurangajar pehh kao. hahaha! ako ckp btol2 nie nie. tkk bedekkk~ org yggg tkk perluuu sume kat mimpiii ako. tapii ending nyer sedihh sgt2. mcm citer hindustan. hahahaha! :DD

yeayneesss! i just want myy bestie's to be bckkk. aishah & shidahh. i love youu guyyys! :DD muaksss! shidahh, 1 dayy youu will surelyy get those happiness. dun worry alright? just be patience. dats de main keyy of it. remember? :DD

i wanna watchhh 2012!! pleaseeee? anyone wanna date wif mie? hahahaha! cheyy! mcm paham saje. i realli2 looking forward to watchh dis movieeee. :DD

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words

atin oh atin.

CHATTING;

2009-11-11T01:05:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

TIME CHECKK; 2.00 AM. currentlyyy chatting wif shidahh. i guess i will be turning in soon. :DD

a random post will do. will do a proper update soon. okay okay?

A guy and a girl can be just friends but at one point
or another one of them will fall for the other, maybe temporarily, maybe at the
wrong time, maybe too late or maybe, just maybe ...forever.

i miss you, friend. ): its alright.

atin oh atin.

SWEET!

2009-11-07T23:15:00.005+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i just came bckk hm a few mins ago. went to aunt hse. it was damn fun & i realli2 enjoyy myself eventhoughh deep inside i feel down bcoz of sumthiing. i know dis few dayys i had been totally emotional. now, i just want to be happy & please bring bckk de real smile agaiin.

thanks for those who always beiing dere for mie. thanks for those who never failed to give mie advices & everitinkk. i appreciated everyy single of it. without youu guyys, im nothing. once again, thanks yahh! :DD

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate now knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

*look up* its shidahh. i shed wif tears of wat she sms mie up dis morn. im totally touched wif her sms.

dis is wat she sent to mie;

~hello! sorry to disturb you sleeping. well beb, onlyy god know how muchh i mis you. i miss de nite chats, nite calls, nite webcam, gossip among us & camwhored etc. i never feel mad at you abt de incident dat happened recentlyy. i want to be alone & go awayy from myy bestfriend including chacha. i want ppl to understand mie & i also need to to understand other ppl situation. i know you had been patience so do i. i told you dat i dun have friends except youu. i never hate you or wat. when i read ur blog, i feel abit down coz i can't help n listen tou your probs. i hope you stayy strong. dosen't mean im far from myy bestfriend i don't feel sad & down. cume allahh saje yg tahuu. i tahu you & aishahh b dhh kwn balekk. yeahh, i don't mind bcoz im returning bckk her bestfriend to her. maybe she deserves you more better. i tkk rase cemburu or ape malahh im happy sgt2. you are really a good bestfriend. while typing sms, myy tears came out of sudden. promise mie to be strong & move on. jangan sedihh2. mesti tabahh menghadapi bahtera hidup. all de best fatin atiqahh, gonna miss you alot! once again, thanks alot for being suchh supporting bestfriend to mie. really miss dat moment. Tc beb- shidahh (:

A good friend is someone we can count on, as well as beingso much more. A friend is someone with whom we can relaxand just hang out, have fun and share our innermost thoughts-- deep dark secrets, lofty and noble goals, or our hopes,joys, and fears. A good friend allows you a safe spaceto share your deepest thoughts and needs -- without worryof being judged, criticized or made to feel silly for feelingthe way you do. Friends cheer each other on, laugh and crytogether, and just plain commiserate and listen to each other.That's why friends are friend.

i promise i will be strong.

atin oh atin.

SLEEPY;

2009-11-06T23:08:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i did nort update myy blog for de few dayys. de reason is simple. LAZYY! i watchh dealova again & again since yest. dun know whyy. been addicted. hahaha! its simplyy a touchiing movie. smp tkk muakk2. lagi2 ader benjamin joshuua. wohoooo~

yest i went out wif MAMA. sungguhh happeniing. even onlyy de bothh of us, we still enjoyy ourselves. myy lil bro dun want to follow. dat whyy onlyy de bothh of us. hee! && yesterdayy de rain were raining heavilyy smp kte duaaa basahh kuyupp. soo cute myy mama. i went hm ferst since MAMA gort sumthing to do. i went hm, washh up & den i sleep till eveniing since im damn sleepyy. pagi2 sudahh bangun. after dat, online as usual.

&& yahh, suddenlyy yest im abit lil sad abt sumthiing. i told dayahh syg abt it. i felt muchh better after letting out to her. wat dayahh syg say is true, de more i keep it, de more i feel sad. dats how i feel. i dun know whyy things turn out dis wayy. wat can i sayy is, i feel damn bloody sad. thanks dayahh syg for makiing mie calm withh those werds & advices. :DD we must always let out ape2 okay okay? syg youu manyy2. must meet up soon! i miss the rest too especially anna! ):

dat dayy talked otp wif mirahh bestie & denyy. its been awhile since i talked wif denyy. asking abt his whereabout since mirahh bestie asked mie too. && yahh, im glad his alright. ohh yer yer, tkk lame lagi, he's getting married soon. ~weeeeee. selamat pengantin aru yer yer. all the best wif ur lyfe! ;DD

arnd 1 plus in de morn, epin sms & kol mie up. && yahh, tok to hyme on de fone for awhile. he asked abt myy whereabouts. im alright okay okay? hee! && yahh, im still singleee. btw last long wif ur gf okay okay? bothh of you are sweet couple. :DD

A love so pure and true will never die... it lives
in the depth of your heart until the end of time.

The essential sadness is to go through life
without loving. But it would be almost equally sad to leave this worldwithout
ever telling those you loved that you love them.

Loving someone is loving that someone despite that
person's flaws and weakness.

Love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends
with a tear.

When you are in love nothing matters except that
the other person is happy.

You fail to see the one who loves you standing
right in front as does she fail to see you love him in turn. Don't wait to tell
him because it might be to late then.

If he is the first thing you think of when you
wake up, the only thing you think of when you're awake, and the last thing you
think of before you go to bed, then he is really somebody
special.

oh yahh! kak irahh will be comiing over later. wee~ can't wait can't wait. miss her alot! :DD

~And the days went by like paper in the wind. Everything changed, then changed again. It's hard to find a friend. It's hard to find a friend lyke youu.

atin oh atin.

WHAT A BORIING DAYY; RAINING;

2009-11-02T17:55:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i was rotted at hm for de whole dayy. sungguhh boriing~! wanna go out but den raiiniing heavilyy outside dere. mcm tkder tujuan gituu kan kan? okayy, i know. currentlyy just listeniing to songs & online kat MSN.

yest i went out wif families since its been a long tyme we gathered & went out together. we went to 2 jemputan. at YS & bukit panjang. after dat, went to GEYLANG since MAMA want to surveyy somethiing. reached hm arnd 9 plus. dats all for yest.

MAMA had been sickk for dis few dayys as in coughiing & flu & im totallyy worried abt her. ): todayy she took MC & im glad she went to see doc just now. MAMA, get well soon alright? I LOVE YOU MAMA watever happened.

just now mirahh bestie sms mie up abt sumthing dat is quite shocked. && yahh, dun expect dat someone gonna married soon. wif who? nort sure. mirahh bestie asked mie to kol hyme up but den ntahh ehkk. maybe later i will kol hyme up or sms hyme. either one. MUST JEMPUT KTE OKAY OKAY? nkk makan nasii minyakk. hahaha! mkn saje dipikiran kuuu nie. :DD

i was browsiing at internet & i found dis. look up* i kept laughiing when i read those werd up dere. i dun know whyy. i find it funny. i find it true too. wat to do. lyfe always lyke dis. if i were throw all dis werd to ari. how ehkk? hahaha! im nort dat mean okayy. i believe in karma. ;P

its abt PERSAHABATAN & PERHUBUNGAN; thanks to dayahh syg for shariing dis; de werd are soo meaningful dat i nearlyy broke into tears. nearlyy jerkk. hahahaha! :DD

~mengenali seseorang ituuu;
~kadangkala membuat kita senang;
~mengenali seseorang ituuu jugakkk;
~kadangkala membuat kita mengalirkan air mata;
~sesungguhhnyaaa;
~mengenali seseorang ituuu;
~mampu memberi kita sejuta rasa;
~sedih;
~diperlukann;
~letihhh;
~gembira;
~tercalar;
~sayang;
~dikhianati;
~dan rindu;
~tapi sedarkahh kita?;
~mengenali seseorang ituu;
~sebernanya adalahh satuu anugerahh;
~biarpunn hadirnya hanya seketika;
~dan sekadar teman sementara;
~bersyukurlahh dengan kehadirannya;
~kerana barangkali;
~melaluinyalahh kita mengerti;
~apa ituu;
~erti PERSAHABATAN;
~"sayang";
~ketulusan;
~"sebuahh perhubungan";
~kepercayaan;
~pertemuan;
~dan perpisahan;

"BERANI HIDUP BERERTI BERANI MENYAYANGI";

"BERANI MENYAYANGI BERERTI BERANI KEHILANGAN";

atin oh atin.

DEAD BORED;

2009-10-29T00:20:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its alreadyy arnd midnight & im still awake. i dun whyy i can't sleep & i dun know wat im thinkiing abt. seriouslyy. how i wishh i could run awayy from here. sape2 nkk ikot lari? kte lari jauhh2 jadii org tkk dpt carikk kte. okay okay? hahaha! MEREPEKK. ~LAME; nie lahhh kes org sudahh boriing. hahahaha!

okay okay, met up wif dis gerl down here. MIRAHH bestie! dis gerl down here never failed to cheer mie up whenever we met up. thanks beb! we slacked & slacked till 8 & den went hm. ako syg kao many many tau tau. :DD

ohh yer, we nampkk RASUL lagi. dis tyme round, chat lebih long2. hee! mirahh conferm bykk mulut bertanye nyer. mcm counter pertanyaaan. hahaha! i miss those moments okay. :DD

let's partyy soon! :DD

p/s ~ friendship

atin oh atin.

TUESDAYY BLUE;

2009-10-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

wif full of yeayness! i update agaiin. musiim blog kater kan. if nort, myy blog will be dustyy for 1 week. 1 week saje. okayy2! nkk story nie. nkk story nie. now, i can feel de stomachh cramp~ slhh timiing mann! aiyahhh~ dats whyy dis dayy i gort no mood. && mcm nkk marahh saje. rupe rupe nyer. period~ wat can do. just bear wif it lahh. tommorow2 alreadyy okayy nyer.

i just put down on de fone wif asrif just now. sumpahh kuu miss nie anakk sgt2. hahaha! its been a while i last tokk to hyme. he still de same. kecohh & giler nkk mampus~ hahaha! bebual ngan dier, mesti ader storyy saje. &&& dier bising coz sudahh lame tkk contact dier. sorry lahh. bukan nyer tkk nkk contact. lyke wat i sayy, i lost all de numbers. sorry byk2 okay. winkkkksss! (: okay okay, member dhh ader special girlfriend lahh. im happy for youu, friend. last long alright?

just now eveniing, i met up wif juli bestie. its been awhile since i met her. seriouslyy, she changed alot. i mean her appearance. && it shocked mie too. i miss juli last tyme. we shared abit of stories & ate at KFC. accompanyy her smoke b4 she went to meet kina & de rest. i thought wanna followed her hang out but den bcoz of dis stomachh cramp, i decided to go home. sungguhh tkk lehh tahan. ~aiyahhh. saw alot ppl just now. && atlast gort to see RASUL. salam hyme & everitinkk & he off.

&& yahh, yest i saw HASLAM & ISKANDAR. TERSEREMPAKK~ dhh lahh potekk. luckilyy HASLAM saw mie. we tokk for awhile at de traffic light. rindu kan kater kan. deyy wanna lepakk wif mie for awhile but den i had to go hm since dat lil bro of mine sungguuhhh irritating. ~aiyahhhhh. LAEN KALI saje lorhhh. okayy guys?

b4 i went to meet juli, i went to myy former skul bcoz of sumthiing. && i totalyy missed de atmosphere at dere. all those memories still reflect from myy mind. how we gort scoldiing from teachers. how we gort detention. how we were beiing playyful. how we were jokiing arnd. how we made ourselves embarrased infront of de whole skul. especially de part when we all just step de skul. when sec 1, its totallyy kekek. wif our innocent & selenge face. can't forget dat. hahaha! yahh, i totally missed it alot. its been 4 years i had been in dat skul. how i can forget it easilyy? how i wished i could turn dat bckk. i just want youuu guyys to know. even how far we are, how far we apart, i won't forget youu guyys. even we quarrelled alot in de past, i know youu guyys are de best & youu guyys were always remembered byy mie. :DD

mirahh bestie! thanks for all those concern & advices.

shidahh! thanks for de wishh yahh. i appreciate alot. && yahh, wat i could sayy, i miss youu alot.

i miss talkiing on de fone wif hyme. i miss jokiing arnd wif hyme. i miss everitinkk lahh. lastlyy, i miss our friendship alot.

ppl always put me a blame on a slightest thing. lyke instance, dun wishh to tokk to mie. deleted mie everitinkk just bcoz of de slightest thing. wat do you ppl expect mie to do? kneel down & sayy sorry. is dat you ppl want? i kept quiet & dun even sayy a single word or thiing all dis while. i understand youu ppl whereas youu ppl understand mie? everyy single dayy, i tried myy best in everitinkk. but in de end, wat i gort? A BLAME!

dayahh syg! thanks for de post. hee! syg youu manyy2. let's meet up agaiin okay okay? must always be patience. dun sad2. im here for youu! (: miss all myy bbyloves! :DD

blogging is de best wayy to pen down myy feelings & everitinkk. dun lyke to read? just shoo from here okay?

atin oh atin.

DE WAYY I ARE;

2009-10-25T20:30:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk wif updates agaiin. i dun know whyy i was lyke soo "rajin" to update myy blog. maybe de mood of updatiing is comiing bckk yahhh. currentlyy i was browsiing thru FACEBOOK & i dun know whichh website to go. so, it will for awhile & i will be turning in soon. shocked rite rite? conferm dlm ati, aikkk, slalu tdo lambt. knape now tdo siang plakk. i thinkk bcoz of de flu medicine dat i took. && myy eyes is lyke nearlyy 0%. its sayy comiing soon~ hahahaha! gort de signal alreadyy.

okayy, just now eveniing. conf wif anna syg, dayahh syg & fadzil. we conf abt sumthiing dats personal. && yahh, we help dayahh syg out. we gort good means. we just wishh fadzil to understand dayahh situation. dats all. b4 conf, we chatted at MSN. as usual, shared stories & everitinkk. de 3 of us lyke abit down. ferst, its mie. den followed byy anna & dayahh syg.

for myy case, fikir2 alekk, biarlahh.

abt anna syg case, remember myy advices? biar org uat kat kte, jangan kte uat kat org. && yahh, lyke wat anna sendiri ckp, nanti dierorg akan penat sendiri. we just wait & see okayy anna? dun sad2. let dem be. cheer up! (:

abt dayahh syg case, be patience alright?dayahh ingatkan ape atin blang dayahh? sume nie kener ader kesabaran. dun thinkk too muchh abt relationship. okay okay? cheer up (:

sumtyme i did asked myself, whyy is lyfe soo unfair? everyone wants to have happiness & lead a happy lyfe. yahhh, ppl alway sayy, its all fate. dugaan & cobaan dlm hidup. whenever i was alone, i always thinkk abt de past dat i went thruuu. i did asked myself agaiin. am i strong to lead dat kind again? seriouslyy, i dun have de ans on dat. dats lyfe & i had to open myy heart & accept it wif sincere.
i realli2 envyy those couples out dere. seriouslyy, its damn romantic seeing dem holdiing hand. seeing them holdiing flowers at their hand. i know everyone want dat wayy. sape yg tkk nkk kan. tol tkk? everyone deserved to be happy & everyone had their own dream even mie. lyke wat ppl sayy, ehhh, ur dreams will surelyy come thruuuu one dayy. one thiing dat i learned in lyfe is, "PATIENCE". without patience, it won't go elsewhere. im glad all dis past few years dat im strong & nort easilyy gave up wif de things arnd mie. eventhoughh myy past hurt mie alot but dat dosen't mie it can stop mie from moving on & lead myy lyfe as normal. am i rite? STRONG & PATIENCE is de main keyy werd in lyfe. :DD

i just missed de old of myy friend.

atin oh atin.

FEEL LYKE UPDATIING BLOG;

2009-10-23T23:26:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i feel lyke updatiing todayy. somehow dis dayys, i had been lazyy to update. maybe todayy i gort de mood to update. ohh yahh, thanks to shiqiin for helpiing mie update myy blog yest! hee! currentlyy chatting at MSN & watchh NAMAKU MENTARI at youtube. BOBBY JOSEPH hot2! i love his hair. hahaha!

i miss alot of peoples right now. && yahh, tok on de fone wif mirahh bestie. shared stories. she told mie sumthiing & im happy for youu yahh. you go gerl! you always support mie wif all those decision. its myy turn now. yest, chatted wif afiqouu too! sudahh lame tkk bebual same dier yer yer. last long wif ur girlfriend okay okay?

im falling sickk sickk sickk now. bad fluuuu! last few dayys, tkder pape tauu. den yest, getting worst. aiyahhh~ sore throat, coughiing, sneeziing NON STOP. ):

i miss myy bbylovessssssss; anna; dayahh; fiqouuuuu & more. (:

WEBCAM PICS; sape2 ygg tkk suke, tkmuu tgkk okayy. winkkkkkkkkks~

im waiting.

atin oh atin.

cheer up babe

2009-10-22T16:56:00.004+08:00

Hello.syiqin here.im updating Atin blog for her.got permission ehk.hurhur.Anw,tanks yah sis for trusting me to update ur blog for u.heh!Jgn sad2!Cheer Up n have Patience.remember ur word.?heh!anw,in life theres surely the ups n down.but accept it wif ur sincere heart.alrite?okayy.BB

SUCHH A RELIEVED;

2009-10-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

yeayness! i change myy blogskin as its been a long tyme did nort change blogskin. searchh maha searchh atlast dpt jumpe blogskin. SIMPLE; BLACK; ~weee.

currentlyy listeniing to song & online at MSN. nothiing to do. totallyy bored to deathhh. todayy its alreadyy 16 OCT. ain't its fast? hari raya is gonna end soon. its gonna be 2010 soon but den im nort lookiing forward for it. de reason is, hmmmmm, one dayy, i shall sayy it.

supposinglyy i shld met up myy bbyloves for de movies but den i need to go for de job interview. sorry guyys. ): nvm, dere's always be de next tyme. miss youu guys alot!

just now, went to de marina square for de job interview wif alif & accompanyy hyme. ate lunchh & share stories abt his GF & everitinkk.

dere's must always be patience alif. its always lyke dat in relationship. i understand ur feelings. youu must realli2 be strong. okay okay?

i dun know ur ppd low. i thought you dun wishh to replyy myy sms. i dun know. seriouslyy. you always tell mie when ur ppd low but dis tyme round, you dun tell mie.

memorry card spoil & atlast it can be replaced. ~~weeee.

i miss laughiing & everitinkk. i miss jokiing arnd. i miss everitinkk dat took place a few mths ago. can i turn dat bckk? nort in a good mood dis few dayys. been feeling super sad.

atin oh atin.

SUMTYMEOKAY, SUMTYME NORT;

2009-10-12T01:35:00.000+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i kept delayiing myy update till i save under de drafts. aiyahhh~ okayy, will be updatiing nie nie. myy days for dis past few dayys had been alright. as usual. but den dere's sumthing dat made mie down down down. shall nort elaborate more abt it. i will just keep it to myself. yest i had fun talkiing & shariing stories wif kak irahh. its damn great. dere's sumthing she told mie. && now, im tryiing her best to solve & help her wif dis matter. teringat2 alekk, mmg KEKEK. hee!

hahaha! afiqouuu nkk jerkk suro org blog psal dier.

actually, myy otakk blankk. i dun know wat to update summore. hahahaha!

LEFTOVER PICS~

atin oh atin.

MISS THOSE MOMENTS; PERANGAI CHILDISHH;

2009-10-07T00:37:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i can't sleep! i can't sleep! i can't sleep! i can't sleep! brape kali lahh dehh. insomnia lahh. cannot sleep. currentlyy chatting wif mirahh bestie. kecohh tuu pompan~ hahaha. you know, i know. yest mirahh bestie came to myy hse. mama miss her alot & mama cook for her. pampered dier tau tau~. && mirahh bestie bought for mie cheesecake & keychain. thanks alot beb! shared stories wif her since its been a long tyme we dun had a long chat. hahaha! && we talked abt de past especiallyy tyme at secondaryy & more. miss those moments. i want dat moments again. can can? i miss youu guyys alot. ): yahh, satuu2 muke sume dhh laen. ane tkk, knal tyme secondaryy & now everyyone change. hahaha! tol tk tol tk?

i had been realli2 patience. enoughh is enoughh. okay okay? nkk delete mie of ker atau ape. just go ahead~ dats wat you want kan? okayy, dats fine.

afiqou! thanks for dropping byy atin nyer blog. hee! klao lambt lagi, kener blanje okay? hahaha! yeahh2. kte sume akan meet up again okay okay? :DD

ohh yahh, i lost all your numbers. please drop byy ur numbers thru msn or message okay okay? Thanks! :DD

woots~ look de pic above! its dayahh syg birthdayy. HAPPY 17THH BIRTHDAYY DAYAHH!. SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR & MURAHH REZEKI YER YER; TKMU SEDIHH2 TAU TAU. SENYUM2 SELALU YER YER; :DD

atin oh atin.

PICS AGAIN & AGAIN!

2009-10-05T17:57:00.017+08:00

above are de raye outing pics~ atlast upload!

atin oh atin.

PICS! SUNGGUHH BYKK! :DD

2009-10-05T16:07:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

wats up?! how had youu guyys been? alright? its been days i had nort been updated myy blog. bz & im tired dis dayys. nkk post pon, keep on delayiing. realli2 sorry for de late of update. okayy, enoughh abt dat. let's talkk about raye outiing on 2 oct wif myy babyloves.

2 oct~

met up dayahh syg earlyy arnd 1.30 at COZWAE POINT as de bothh of us were damn hungryy at dat period of tyme. janji kul 1 utkk jumpe but den i reached abit late. sorry dayahh syg for makiing you waited. gara2 myy leg lahh. nie lahh akibat nyer akai kasut high heels. hahaha! so, we slacked at MAC COZWAE POINT. dayahh syg bought french fries whereas i just bought $1 coke coz terlampauu thirstyy but den still nort enoughh. paham2 saje. hahaha! after dat, we slacked near de civic dere. as usual, de bothh of us camwhore byk2. pose sane sini. hahaha! supposinglyy, we shld waited for NASRUL to go TAMP together2 but den suddenlyy, we were asked to go ferst as NASRUL gort sumthing crop up. so, mie & dayahh syg went off ferst. den, later NASRUL nyusul dehh. mie & dayahh syg reached tamp arnd kul 3 plus gituu. met up wif NADIA & her cousin, SOFIA at TAMP SMALL MAC. deyy reached earlyy. sorry for de waiting alright? den, waited for NASRUL & AFIQOU at dere. AFIQOU nyer 8 minutes baekk ehkk. hahaha! org SEMBAWANG & YISHUN smp dulu tau tau. den, atlast AFIQOU & NASRUL reached. saw alot of familiar faces & i saw NAJIB. just sayy HELLO jerkk.

ferst hse~ ANNADIANA hse. we reached her hse arnd 4 plus. ate nugget & chicken roll wif sushi sambel tgkk JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG CONGKAK. sempat lagi. hahaha! sungguhh kecohh. took pics at ANNA hse.

2nd hse~ AFIQOU hse. ate bread, murtabakk & ayam masakk merahh. yummy!~ but den, kat umahh AFIQOU tkk took pics. ): sampaii lupe.

3rd hse~ MILAHH hse. thanks yahh milahh for inviting to ur hse. b4 dat, thanks to AFIQOU dad for antar us all de wayy to HOUGANG. thanks alot cik! :DD took pics & everitinkk. den den, gort bby. sungguhh cute! hee! :DD

otw goiing to LINA hse, we camwhore, camwhore, camwhore & camwhore. hahaha!

4thh hse~ LINA hse. ate abit of macaroni. thanks yahh lina for inviting to ur hse too! tkk ingat2. KEJU! hahaha!

5thh hse~ supposinglyy its myy hse but den sumthing crop up as i need to go BUKIT GOMBAKK. sorry guyys. ):

reached hm very2 late. tired. online for awhile den went to sleep.

thanks to myy babyloves for de wonderful dayss. ilyy guyys! ANNA, DAYAH, NAS (abg anna), NASRUL, AFIQOUU. THANKS ALOT GUYYS. we shall meet up agaiin okay okay?

shall upload de pics on de next post okay okay?

atin oh atin.

NOWADAYS FEELING DOWN;

2009-09-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

hello readers out dere!

supposinglyy i shld update dis post yest but den bcoz of myy msn & laptop yg sungguhh lagged & sot, tidakk sempat ku mau picit publishh post & update kasi abes. hmmphh! && i hope dis tyme round, tkk uat hal lagi laptop & msn kuu. ku mau chat same2 teman2 ku. okay okay? currentlyy listening to song kat imeshh. sungguhh bored nkk mampus. shidahh bestie! online soon yahh~ ku menunggu mu utkk online nie. hahaha! yest talked on de fone wif shidahh bestie since kte dua insomnia. tklehh tdo. share stories. as usual. talked till 2 plus AM den we bothh went to LALA LAND.

nowadays i had been down & down & down due of sumthing. but den i just kept everitinkk to myself. im used being lyke dis. i just hope everitinkk will be alright. amin. sape yg tkk ader masalahh. sume org ader masalahh. ape lehh uat. hidup slalu mcm gituu. mcm ane pon, kte kener bykk bersabar & lalui nie sume dengan tenang. && yahh, kener senyum senyum selalu. i know i can do it. jiayoooo atin! (beri semangat diri sendiri) hahaha! :DD

i bought clothes again. mama kept nagging & nagging as i bought alot of clothes since b4 hari raye. sorry mama. sudahh hobby kuu. hahaha! went hm nearlyy 8 just now. tired. were out since morning~ kaki ku saket sgt2. hahaha! ane tkk, asyikk jalan sane sini. aiyahhh~ dhh mcm org tua plakk. ohh yahh, guess who i saw at jurong MRT? its yasmin! myy ite classmate. rindu dier sgt2 tapi tkk sempat tegur dier kerna dier sudahh board de train. sungguhh sedihh. ): aru nkk lepas rindu same dier. sudahh lame tkk jumpe dier. kan kan? dhh nkk dkat 1 tahun gituu. miss de moments talkiing & gossiping wif her in class. tkk ingat2. hahaha! 1 hari, tkk bebual, tkk sahh. i still remember fiza nyer birthdayy bashh. wohooo~ kecohh abes. i hope to meet you guyys soon. okay okay?

ako rindu mirahh bestie jgak jgak! jangan lupe ole ole! hee! kali nie, bully dier. she went to malacca yest. && yahh, she will be bckk tommorow. b4 she went, we shared abt sumthing. wats myy advice to you beb, dun trust ppl easilyy. you can make friends but den you must be careful alright? its for your own good. i dun wishh to see you regret later. biar menyesal skrg, jgn menyesal kemudian. cheyy! bahase melayuu tulen. hahaha! tkmu ader sejarahh mungkin berulang lagi mcm dulu. ingat ape terjadi dulu? sudahh cukup. sudah cukup! just berhati2 okay?

ako rindu juli bestie jgakk! sorry juli psal tadi. bukan ako tkk nkk jumpe kao tapi tadi ako ader hal. sorry bykk2. jumpe kao soon okay okay? kte jalan raye same2 okay. tgu si mirahh tuuuuu. :DD

can't wait fridayy, saturdayy & sundayy. ~weee! will be bz. so, tkk update slalu.

feelings~

atin oh atin.

THANKS FOR DE BIRTHDAYY WISHH;

2009-09-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

*GUYYS! THANKS FOR DE BIRTHDAYY WISHH. MUCHH APPRECIATED! MUAKS!* :DD

WILL POST A PROPER UPDATE SOON! ;D

atin oh atin.

HARI RAYE~

2009-09-23T15:12:00.008+08:00

hello readers out dere!~

im bckk yahh wif updates. sorry for de late of update since i had been realli2 lazyy to update. im bckk on last tuesdayy. raye at kampung was a blast but den i was sickk at dat period of tyme. aiyahhh~ wat dissapointment mie is, some of myy relatives onlyy are bckk since deyy gort sumthing held up && yahh, when i arrived bckk at singapore den deyy went bckk to kampung. haixx. sungguhh kecewa! nvm, shall wait for abg jai wedding whichh will be held on december. can't wait bebey!

wat de happiest are, bothh myy cousins dat i had nort seen for nearlyy 3 years are bckk. i mean deyy went bckk to kampung. totallyy miss dem alot. atlast get to see dem! ~wee. sumthing hillarious happened. myy auntyy fault lahh nie. disturb & disturb onlyy. hee.

talking abt duit raye. guess how muchh i get? hee! onlyy RM2. byk2 umahh dpt 2 ringgit. baekk ehkk? hahaha! but nvm, nie sume rezeki lagipon dhh bsar. harus syukur ape yg kte dpt. btol tk btol tk?

so, pics below are all myy dad side. dis weekend will be goiing raye wif myy cousins on myy mum side since blum raye wif myy mum side. can't wait too! && miss dat 4 angles. dat cute lil of myy anakk sedare of mine.

enjoyyy~

ohh yahh, selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin to all myy muslim friends. ape2 silap atau terkasar harap dimaaf yer yer.

bsokk birthdayy. nak present nakk present! hee! ;DD

atin oh atin.

RAYA IS ARND DE CORNER;

2009-09-17T22:05:00.003+08:00

MIE & MAMA; taken last year;

hello readers out dere!

as i promised, im bckk wif updates but onlyy a while as tommorow i will be goiing to kampung. mama decided to raya at dere. its gonna had alot of fun since everyone is goiing bckk to kampung. so, i will be bckk next tuesdayy. insyallahh. :D to all myy muslim friends, how's ur preparation for hari raya? everitinkk went smoothlyy? as for mie. everitinkk had been done including cleaniing de whole house. at last! clean & free from dust. hee! && yahh, i change blogskin too. since i dead bored, whyy nort i change blogskin kan kan?
i dun know wat to update. otakk sudahh blankk. a short update will do alright? be bckk soon wif pics.

b4 i forget, to all myy muslim friends, SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. klao ader silap atau terkasar bahase, harap dimaaf & diampun yahh.

atin oh atin.

UPDATE SOON'

2009-09-14T13:24:00.001+08:00

WILL UPDATE SOON!

STAYY TUNES FOR MORE UPDATES & PICS;

atin oh atin.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY JULI;

2009-09-11T23:28:00.001+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its been days i had nort been updating. i dun feel lyke updating. ~aiyahhh. dun know whyy. sungguhh lazy! todayy i start fasting since i alreadyy finished myy period. currentlyy surfing de net & watchh pacar khayalan since i gort nothing to do.

dat dayy i went to kampung for awhile. i had fun at dere. realli2 fun. i had been eating too muchh till i bloated. alot of delicious food. hee! :DD will be goiing agaiin soon.

ohh yahh shidahh bestie! i alreadyy relinkk youu. be strong alright? meet up soon! :DD

dat long lost friend of mine sms mie up dat dere. asking, wat am i doing? i told mirahh bestie abt it. hee. ~kecohhh.

went hm wif mas since i saw her just now at mrt. rindu kao sgt2. hee! must meet up soon & have an outing. okay okay? i miss our primaryy skul lyfe. hee! :DD

HAPPY 18THH BIRTHDAYY JULI BESTIE! SEMOGA PANJANG UMOR YER YER;

best2.

fun2!

thanks for de treat too! :DD

jangan pernahh berubahh.

atin oh atin.

SNAP! SNAP!

2009-09-06T23:31:00.008+08:00

hello readers out dere!

bloggers suchh an irritating. can upload pics but 1 byy 1. ~aiyahhh. currentlyy chatting & listening to music at MSN & IMESH. as usual yahh. hee. supposinglyy, i shld go out todayy but den i was plain lazyy. so, just sit at home. hee! but den, i was beiing good todayy. i help mama wif housewerkk b4 she go to werkk. just now, chatted wif anna & dayahh syg. sungguhh kecohh. hahaha! helped dayahh syg searchh for her projects. wedding concept & themes. kte smp berangan2 nkk kawen sume. hahaha! skali skale. tol tkk?

yesterdayy went to bedokk & ubi wif kak ain & kak irahh. janji kul 4.30 but den end up sume lambt. siap lambt. hahaha! met den at SUN PLAZA & off to yishun. at yishun bus 854 punyerlahh lame. we waited for nearlyy 1/2 hr. den long queue plakk tuu. ~aiyahhh. den, arrived at bedokk nkk dkat kul 7. nkk dkat buka. hahaha! den at nite, need to rushh to ubi to take clothes from myy aunt. den, home sweet home. reached hm arnd 11 plus lyke dat. den, online. as usual. hee! :DD

chatted wif shidahh bestie. she's abit down just now abt dat fuckiing guyy. sorry for being harshh. but its de true. he dun appreciated ppl at all. all those chances shidahh bestie gave to hyme, he just dun bothered at all. he just sayy, but did nothing. beb, tkmu stress abt a guyy lyke hyme. he's nort worthh. seriouslyy, he's lyke a shit. tahi pon mcm dier. tkk guna pehh jantannn~ klao dier sms or ape, just ignored saje. must cheer2 up okayy? im here for you bebey! tkk mati sia tkder dier. tol tkk? he can go & die.

chatted wif NANASOUL just now. HAPPY BIRTHDAYY BEB! semoga panjang umor yer! (: i miss talkiing wif & sharing stories wif youu. :DD

i heard sumthing from kak irahh. private blog.

yest ramdan sms mie up mie up abt juli bestie. i told ramdan dat i dun bothered abt her. seriouslyy, ako dhh malas. suke ati dier lahh. dier nkk alekk ker, tkk nkk alekk ker. pnat kte bebual ngan dier. nasihat kan dier sume. sume bukan nyer tkk masukk dlm otakk. dier nkk kte pikir kan dier. dier pnahh pikir kan perasaan kte sume terutama nenekk dier? ako tkk rase dier pikir. nkk ckp ubahh tapi habukk pon tkder. aslkan kao bahagia sudahh. ako sudahh malas. gasakk kao lahh. hidup kao pehh. ~aiyahhh.

below some of de pics. (:

same birthdayy same kojackk. yeayness! tapi kojackk celebrate ngan animals kat hutan. hahaha! jokiing2 jerkk yer. no jokes no fun! (:

waiting.

atin oh atin.

MIDNIGHT; LATER;

2009-09-05T00:25:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

TIME CHECK: 12.30 a.m. as usual, can't sleep. insomnia. ohh yahh, im alreadyy alright. i had been feeling emotional dis dayys. all kinds of mixed feeling plus de period & moodswing. cume tuhan saje yg tahu ape ako laluii. haixx. still nort fasting. dayy 3 of period. still gort stomachh cramp tapii tkk seterukk mcm dayy 1. next week den i will be fasting. :DD

currentlyy watchhing pacar khayalan. its been a long tyme since i watchhed. hahaha! just now arnd 12 plus, she came to myy hse. b4 dat, she had been calling & smsing mie up asking jadi ker tkk but den i were soundlyy asleep. sorry beb! tidakkk dgr hp vibrate. lagipon i silent myy fone. luckilyy i woke up after receiving ur last sms.thanks for accompanyy mie eventhoughh for awhile. muaks! as usual, chit chat non stop. mulut satu2 tkk lehh diam. hahaha! beb, you know, i know. shhhhh! arnd 3 plus she need to go off as she need to pickk up dat lil ketot. sudahh lame ku tidakk ketemu sama dier. yeahhh! must meet her soon. okay okay?

chatted wif dayahh syg too. hee! imy alot too. yeahh2! we mustt meet up soon agaiin okayy okayy?

i found myy long lost friend of us. thanks to mirahh bestie. hee! its been a long tyme we met hyme. btol tkk? de last tyme we met when we were sec 2. &&& he need to go throughh something. haixx. from dere we lost contact wif hyme. arnd 2007, when we were sec 4. i heard dat he's bckk. alangkahh happy nyer kte sume. &&& we found hyme throughh tagged. atlast! at ferst, he dun know us. rabakk kan? lame2 aru dier ingat. stm btol deknie. hahaha! mirahh bestie & mie had fun chatting wif hyme. we hope to meet you up somedayy okayy? lepakk same2 lagi.

i gort a video below. i love de song byy aril. hee! enjoyy guyys! :DD

later will heading to bedokk & ubi. to myy aunt hse
will be meeting kak ain.
can't wait.
snap snap!
will upload pics soon okayy?
im waiting. :DD
atin oh atin.

SOB SOB*****

2009-09-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

SOB SOB! ): ): ):

I KEPT EVERITINKK TO MYSELF;

atin oh atin.

JULI;

2009-09-01T23:22:00.013+08:00

hello readers out dere!

its been a week since i last updated. i dun feel lyke blogging dis dayy. veryy de lazzy eventhoughh dere's alot of things up in myy mind. ~aiyahhh. currentlyy chatting wif dayahh syg & listening to music at imesh. shared alot of things. kecohh~ hahaha! im nort fasting due of period. gort reason okayy. ferst dayy lagi. makk aii~. tkk lehh angkat stomachh cramp. wat to do. must bear wif it for dis few dayys. den, dhh okayy. hee! :DD

i feel lyke wanan change blogskin but none of de blogskin attract myy attention. so, just stayy wif dis blogskin for de meantime. simple yet nice. :DD

just put down on de fone wif ramdan, juli bestie boyfriend. i pityy hyme alot. he go throughh alot of things. tryiing his best to be a good boyfriend towards juli bestie but juli bestie just can't be bothered. how sad is dat. now, his worried abt juli bestie as now juli bestie is nowhere to be found. haixx. dun know where she gone too. even now i feel worried too abt her. ramdan let out his feelings everitinkk. he had been keeping quiet when juli bestie had been playiing arnd behind his bckk & kept lyiing to hyme. i know she's myy bestie. sorry if she hurts you alot. i thought she had alreadyy changed to a better person after wat had happened. i know you love her alot & willing to do anitinkk for her. i understand. be patience okayy? you must be strong & made ur choice wiselyy okayy?

ohh yahh, i had alreadyy watchhed bohsia. citer nyer mauts abes. hahaha! you all shld watchh okayy? but den de last part of citer tuu, ader merepekk.

supposinglyy on mondayy, i shld buka wif dayahh, anna syg & de rest but den sumthing crop up. ): ): nvm, next tyme alright? :DD

gambr lame~~~ edited****/ juli, i know you won't listen to our advices. even you don't pityy us but den pityy your grandma & yana at home. im here tryiing myy best to help you in everyy wayy i can. you remember wat happened last tyme? you want it to happen again? im sure you dun wishh rite? i dun know wat to sayy to you anymore. you are alreadyy big enoughh to thinkk. wats & wrong for your lyfe. we all cared abt youu. we dun wishh to see ur future ruin bcoz of them & everitinkk. c'mon. thinkk properlyy & wiselyy. when i asked abt de incident between you & ramdan just now, your answer are, veryy malas to thinkk abt it. if we did nort cared abt you & everitinkk, we did nort bothered abt you long2 tyme ago. abt ramdan? please thinkk properlyy alright? you will nort get a good guyy lyke hyme anymore. youu guyys had been together for nearlyy 2 years. he had been realli2 patience abt youu. he just want you to go home & be good. dats all. now, its up to youu okayy. thinkk properlyy? we all are here to support youu. even how bad you are, you will always be myy bestie. 6 years of friendship.

i can't wait for myy birthdayy. 25thh september! :DD

atin oh atin.

GEYLANG; TIRED;

2009-08-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i know its been days since i last update. im realli2 sorry for de lackk of update. i will tryy to update as often as i can. just came bckk home from geylang wif mama & sume. damn tired. walked arnd de bazaar. from joo chiat till cityy plaza. atlast i had boughht deng deng since i had been craving for it for suchh a long tyme. nice2! its thursdayy todayy & geylang are nort packed wif ppl. its bcoz its weekdays. dat whyy. if weekend, mampus! nkk jalan mcm ane kan kan? dat whyy mama lyke to go geylang tyme weekdays. bought alot of things. langsir lahh, alas meja lahh. mcm2 dehh. && lastlyy bought for lil bro & papa baju kurung. dis year i will be wearing 2 color & dats is blackk & purple. buyy earlyy2 jadii tkk kelam kabut. btol tkk?

ohh yahh, just now saw alot of ppl. i saw epin at RAJA KUIH geraii. sungguhh paiseyy. hahaha! at ferst, dun noticed hyme. den kak irahh told mie dat epin ader. sorry yer abg. atin btol2 tkk tau epin senyum kat atin. atin tkk sombong. atin senyum tau tapi epin tidakk perasan. tidakk mengapa okayy? 1 lagi, atin tidakk jeling epin tauu. mintakk maaf byk2 yer kerna atin tidakk perasan epin sgt. klao nampkk di luar lagi, tegur yer. senyum2 slalu yer! :DD

another person dat i saw is _________. tidakk perlu ku menyebut name nyer yg tidakk penting tuu. he approached mie & asked abt myy whereabouts. i sayy dat im fine den walked away. den, he talked to mama. i dun realli know wat deyy talked. tidakk amekk tauu pon. he kept looking at mie but den i just ignored his presence at dere. okayy, enoughh abt hyme.

todayy, myy mood nort dat good. dun know whyy. tiba2 sensitive gituu. aiyahh~~ saye nkk happy2 tau tau!

anna syg! i alreadyy read ur blog. i know abt it. hee! best2! tidakk sabar mau buka sama kamu semua! hopefully jadi yer. ape2 sms saje okayy? :DD

b4 i forget, i wanna wishh myy papa happyy birthdayy! its his birthdayy yesterdayy! :DD eventhoughh sumtyme you are abit irritating, you are still de best. i love you pape. semoga panjang umor yer.

insyallahh, next week will be meeting myy pakk tuua. insyallahh tkder pape yer. dier saket. cepat sembuhh yer pakk tuua. saye sentiase doa kan utkk pakk tuua. :DD

okayy, im waiting for myy pakk tuua.

gd nyte lovelies! :DD

atin oh atin.

NORT SLEEPYY;

2009-08-23T00:35:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

how's de 1st & 2nd dayy of fasting? tired? as for mie been alright & a lil bit of tired as for de whole dayy i had been tidying up myy room & some parts inside de hse. at last it had been done. all those wasted things at been throwing away & everitinkk. so, buka at home since MAMA cook delicious food & myy lil bro is unwell. so, must take gd care of hyme. just now, watchh orphan at fastpasstv. thumbsup for dat movies. violent abes. youu guyys shld watchh it. thanks to shidahh bestie for de recommend of de movies. && de next movies i gonna watchh is up. i heard dat de movie quite funny. hee! i lyke de boyy acting in it. veryy de cute! :DD

yest tok on de fone wif shidahh bestie for awhile. tok alot. hee! :DD shidahh bestie had been stressing abt a mysteryy guyy who claim to be her ex && did nort dare to tell his name. a weird guyy indeed. shidahh bestie realli2 wanna know his name & everitinkk. ~ aiyahh. susahh sgt nkk blang name gituuu. && she gort a lot more to thinkk. please dun give her hell byy making fun & prankiing. please yahh. she gort enoughh of prob alreadyy. ~duhhh. beb, be patience okayy? im looking forward to buka wif youu too! :DD

&& i miss mirahh & juli bestie alot especiallyy mirahh bestie. yess! i miss sharing problems, laughing, joking ard wif her. we used to close when secondaryy skul lyfes. we were lyke close sisters who can't be seperated. i can't denyy dat i more close wif mirahh bestie more than juli bestie. mirahh bestie knows everitinkk abt mie. she's de one who gave mie encouragement & support all dis while. yahh, she' bz as she's werking whereas im nort werking. we kept sayiing we missed eachh other but den its damn difficult to meet up. haixx. i hope 1 dayy, de 3 of us will be lyke de tyme we used to.

i hope everitinkk will be alright. :DD

below are de pics wif dayahh syg.

atin oh atin.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN PUASE! :D

2009-08-21T22:49:00.003+08:00

"SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN KAWAN-KAWAN KUUU"

PUASE TAUU.
JGN PUASE YOK2. HEEE! :DDD

mcm tidakk sabar gituu nkk puase. ^_____^

okayy guyys, shall do a proper update soon! ;DD

atin oh atin.

PAST;

2009-08-19T23:58:00.001+08:00

hello readers out dere!

currentlyy smsing wif shidahh bestie. she can't go online as her internet gort prob. ~aiyahhh. if nort, tiap2 mlm will be chatting wif her. soo bored. as usual, will be gossiping wif her. beb, you know, i know. hahaha! :DD

just now chatted wif mirahh bestie too. bykk bersabar alright? nie sume dugaan. i could nort sayy anitinkk as its always lyke dat. i know wat youu want. you just want a guyy byy your side & always be dere for you kan kan? am i rite? okayy, i understand everitinkk. lyke wat i sayy, its nort easyy in everitinkk. its lyfe. ape yg ader, kte harus terima walau pedihh mcm ane pon. relaxx yahh. just dun thinkk muchh. must cheer up! (: i know you miss hyme alot. just wait for tommorow alright. im sure he will sms you up & things will be settled & as per normal. ohh yahh, mirahh asked mie, did ari bro studied at ite balestier? i dun know anitinkk abt it. tidakk amekk tauuu! dats wat i told mirahh bestie. mungkin dier. mungkin tidakk. :DD

some ppl did asked mie. ehhh, kao masehh syg ari? ehhh, kao dhh lupekan ari? abt love toward ari? lyke wat i sayy, hati ku sudahh tertutup utkk dier. no more love towards hyme. everitinkk is over. im glad. whyy im glad? its bcoz i won't be suffering abt hyme anymore. its enoughh. he hurt mie soo damn deeplyy alreadyy. gave hyme soo manyy chances & he still de same. abt forget? i alreadyy 4get abt hyme. long2 tyme ago alreadyy. he's alreadyy been shoooing off from myy lyfe alreadyy. i won't 4get everyy single thing he did to mie. ppl also kept asking mie, how's he's now? been alright. myy ans is i dun know. tidakk amekk tauu. maybe now he's married ker tunang ker ape. bagus lahh klao gituuu. atleast ader pompan nkk jage kao & perangai kao yg panas baran tuuu. if dere's a gerl who can change youu, im damn proud of dat gerl. / ako sudahh banyakk cukup menderita kerana dier. disebabkan dier, hidup ako jadi tkk tentuu arahh. :~~~~~ * wat goes arnd, wat comes arnd*

to dayahh syg, you must realli2 be strong. i understand everitinkk. i know its damn difficult for youu to 4get abt hadyy. it takes tyme alright?. im sure you will used to it sooner. believe mie. btw dayahh, thanks for everitinkk yahh. just let out everitinkk alright. im here for youu! no worries! :DD

to anna syg, its alright yahh. next tyme kte tiga meet okayy? hee! yeahh2. fasting mthh comiing soon! kte buka same2 okayy? im looking forward for it. :DD

ema! hope to bump wif youu too! tuu part, must have a long chat alright? hee! :DD

fasting mthhh coming soon more 2 more dayys. i realli2 gort no mood for hari raya. im nort prepared for dat. i dun know whyy. dis tyme round hari raya is nort dat nice compared to last tyme. when i was in primaryy skul tyme sume. gerekk2. now, its lyke boriing for mie. maybe bcoz getting old alreadyy. hahaha! umor maken meningkat kot.
im waiting for bacen to sms mie up. WAITING!

atin oh atin.

2009-08-16T14:45:00.002+08:00

hello readers out dere!

i dun know wats bothering mie latelyy. i felt lyke wanna shout, scream & scold ppl arnd mie. izzit moodswings? i dun know. aiyahhh~ i have to be strong & im sure i can do it. im glad i can control everitinkk. ya allahh yahh tuhan ku, tenangkan ako & berikan ako kesabaran. even i gort no mood to eat. i love to eat & dis tyme round no mood to eat. weird rite? okayy, enoughh of dat. be strong fatin atiqahh!

earlyy dis morning arnd 7 plus, he sms mie up byy saying sorry. its alright yahh bacen. i understand. you must be realli2 tired. i dun mind. thanks for everitinkk! :DD all dis while, you had been accompanying mie,making mie laughh, smile & more. wat i can sayy, you are de best friend i ever had! pakkk tuuaaaaaaaa! :DD

as for yesterdayy, i went to geylang wif mama & her friends. mama had been jakun wif de new lighting at geylang & everitinkk. dere's a concert goiing on at geylang. Suci Lebaran. guess who at de sucii lebaran. dinda kanya dewi & rezkyy adityaa. for sure, dis guyy below is damn hot2 heat dengan baju kurung nya. sungguhh hot & handsome! caer sgt2. hahaha! tkk nampkk dkat pon tkkpe. hee! alot of ppl. all kind of ppl. indonesia lahh. bangla lahh. sungguhh ramaii tkk terkire. aru tyme biase. klao dhh ramadhan, makkk aii. conferm veryy2 crowded. tkk lehh jalan nyer. de lightning & everitinkk, okayylahh. quite nice jgakk. i can see alot of changes. ane tkk nyer. pasar aru sudahh buka. im sure dis year will be a wow hari raya. i thinkk soo. saw familiar faces. just smile. :DD shidahh bestie! ramadhan, kte serang geylang okayy? hee!

yest chatted wif mirahh bestie. kecohh tuu pompan. smp gi dangdut kape. ajakk ________ kape. cute lahh kao! supposinglyy she asked mie to tagged along but den i cannot. i need to go geylang. tkpe, laen kali okayy? klao kat jelutong CC, ape lagii. kte serbuu okayy. hahaha!

maybe on wednesdayy, will be meeting anna & dayahh. just can't wait. anna! i alreadyy asked your num tauu from dayahh. ape2 i just sms alright? hee! :DD

rezkyy adityaa! he's veryy de cute when he sing geylang sepakk ku geylang. hahaha! :DD nkk amekk gambr ngan dier blehh? hee!

atin oh atin.

CCK;

2009-08-14T16:58:00.004+08:00

hello readers out dere!

bloggers do suckk rite? it seems some of de pics dat i uploaded are nort clearlyy. hmmmphh! dun know wats wrong wif blogger latelyy. sometyme could nort upload pics. ~aiyahhh. okayy, myy dayys been alright dis dayy. i dun wishh to elaborate more. below are de pics.

i dun know wat to blog somemore. otakk sudahh blankk. hahaha! i thinkk a random post will do alrirght?. will update soon agaiin. :DD

~must realli2 meet up soon. imy pakkk tuaaaaa.

atin oh atin.

JUST A SHORT TRIP;

2009-08-10T22:20:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

im bckk yahhh wif updates. lyke wat i sayy in de previous, i will be awayy for a few dayys. am i rite? eventhoughh its just a short trip, i still enjoyy myself. supposinglyy i shld went to KL on fridayy but den cancelled due of mama need to werkk. ~aiyahh. so, went to KL on saturdayy. woke up earlyy at dat tyme. semangat kebabian. went to take a bathe earlyy & de rest still took their own sweet tyme. hmmphh! deyy asked mie to siap ferst as i will be de last one to siap. hahaha! dat de whyy i siap damn bloody earlyy. waited & waited till arnd 3 plus lyke dat we went off. abit jam. &&& reached KL at night. arnd 8 plus lyke dat. reached dere, went to myy aunt hse && off to eat as we were soo damn hungryy. && dere's something pissed myy mum alot. mentang2 kte dtg dari singapore, sume harga makanan disituu dinaekk kan. aiyahhh~ myy mum keep on nagging abt dat guyy. harapkan akaii songkok tapii penipuu. den, round2 at KL. walked arnd KLCC & times square for awhile. ohh yahh, guess who i sat at KLCC? its awal ashaari! sungguhh hot sia dier. dat 1 also, saw hyme from far. haha! den, ZOOM to bukit bintang. hang out dere for awhile too. den, home sweet home. sungguhh tired. i slept earlyy. pnat nkk mampus!. dats for dayy 1. de tyme we reached KL.

den for de 2nd dayy, woke up arnd 7 plus in de morn. woken up byy myy auntyy. ngahh syiok2 tdo skali kener bangunn. we need to go kubur. all myy uncles & aunties will be tagging along too. so, took a bathh & everitinkk. after dat, went for breakfast at 1 warung nie. sold nice2 & delicious nasi lemakk & mee siam. so, i ate mee siam. plus hot2 chicken. sungguhh enakk skali. den, walked arnd KL agaiin. went to bought cd & everitinkk. i bought alot of cd. murahh mahh. amekk saje. hahaha! as usual, myy mum pampered mie wif alot of things. thanks alot mama! all myy cousins gort themselves a shirt & everitinkk. its fun thoughh. lyke wat ppl sayy, shopping till we drop. hahaha! den when everyone reached, we went to de kubur. luckilyy when raining, everitinkk is over. so, we dun gort wet. den, went to myy auntyy hse again. gort readyy & everitinkk. den, went to myy uncle hse as deyy gort kenduri arwahh. ate at his hse. nasi lemakk. mama kept praising abt his nasi lemakk. can't denyy, its damn nice. after dat, tour arnd kampung. went to myy another auntyy hse. hang out for awhile. went to karoake & everitinkk. i had been force. mmg sungguhh shyy. *smile* kener bullyy rabakk. den, went to pasar mlm arnd myy auntyy hse. bought alot of thing. ohh yahh, dere's dis one suspicious guyy kept on following where i go. when i go & boughht chicken, he also followed mie. naekk takot seyy. walked faster & faster. luckilyy all myy cousins were all dere. pheww! naekk bulu roma kuuu. den, home sweet home. we watchh CD. den, slept. ZZZZ! sungguhh tired jgakk. :DD

dayy 3, woke up earlyy in de morning too! arnd 8 plus lyke dat. ate breakfast. den, zoom off bckk to singapore. dat whyy reached singpore. if nort, JAM. reached hm earlyy. can rest2. rite rite?

dere's something pissed mie off abit. abt myy chinese friend. she asked mie to tagged along wif her todayy to watchh movie but den i cannot since i went to KL. she kol mie up upteen tymes. soo manyy tymes. den, i told her upteen tymes dat i could nort make it. she still did nort understand englishh. den, she scolded mie & everitinkk. she said dat she hate mie watsever. just bcoz of dis small matter, she wanna pickk a fight on mie. aiyoo! when i thinkk bckk, she's damn bloodyy childishh. she expect ppl to understand & spare her feelings. whereas others feeling? she gort tot abt it? i dun thinkk soo. she just thinkk of herself. when i reached spore, i sms her wif 10 pages on it. amekk kao! den, just now she sayy sorry & everitinkk. den i sayy, okayy. its alright. ako diam2 tapii jgn ingat blehh pijakk kepale ako.

just now chatted wif alot of ppl at MSN. de usual, wif shidahh bestie & fyqaaaa. shidahh bestie! on wednesdayy! can't wait. will be meeting her as well as chacha. chacha, please make yourself free alright. hati dier tetap zumi zola! hahaha!

chatted wif fyqa just now. kecohh! hahaha! artist mlysia sume terkeluar. &&& misai & janggut sume terkeluar. kekeklahh kao. trun singapore, must meet2 tau tau. fyqa, if you read dis. last long ngan hafiz alright? tkmu gado2. ako happy tau korg dua dhh patchh up. alhamdullilahh. rindu & syg kao tersgt2. :DD

below are de pics. onlyy dis. de rest of de pics wif cousins.

imy pakk tuaa. :D

atin oh atin.

ABIT DOWN DIS DAYS;

2009-08-08T00:39:00.006+08:00

hello readers out dere!

yeayness! i change myy blogskin & thanks to shidahh bestie for de background. she did it for mie. once agaiin, thanks alot yahh beb! muakks! :DD ohh yahh, sape2 yg tkk suke tgkk, tkmu tgkk okayy. will be awayy later. be bckk soon! :DD

HAPPYY 44THH BIRTHDAYY SINGAPORE~~~~!

HOPE YOUU GUYYS ENJOYY YOUR HOLIDAYY ALRIGHT?

dere's alot of things comiing up.

so, stayy tunes for more pics.

p/s stomachh cramp; ~duhhh.

im soo gonna miss youuu pakk tuuaaa. (:

atin oh atin.